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2009-10-29T01:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO THERE ;D
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I KNOW YOU'LL DEFINATELY RELINK ME ,
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THANKS ALOT ,
YOUR EFFORT IS APPRECIATED ! ;D

2009-10-28T16:39:00.003+08:00

Hello there ;D well , today was great i suppose , just felt kinda awkward right now . LOL , but nevermind , So .. we have dance class today , continue our piece that we're gonna present on december 7th ;D The dance was really really fun and awesome . After school , I came back home and was looking at some past photos , it was hilarious , some videos really make me laugh like crazy . Wonderful memories aye ;D I'm posting a video up , specially dedicated to lollipop - weiminn ;D HAHAHAHA . She was just trying to act out a scene from some taiwanese drama . So retarded x) Have fun lollipau ! And.. I'm also gonna post , day 35 below. Till then , God bless and loves you !

DAY 35
The daily decision of humility
- Humility has more to do with how you think about others , and how you think about God.

Humility is the daily decision to think of others as more important than yourself .
- Humility that Jesus chose through his death on the cross is spiritually breathtaking :

"Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death— even death on a cross! " ( Philippians 2:6-8 )

"Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus"- The picture of Jesus as a humble servant is meant to be a model that inspires us to act with humility.

- The Bible does not say to think of yourself as less important but to think of others as more important .
" Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others. " ( Philippians 2:4 )

" Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves." ( Philippians 2:3 ) - Relationships are about giving , not getting - and that's why selfish ambitions is so destructive to relationships.

- Self-focused conceit is equally destructive to relationships.

Humility is the daily decision to humble yourself under God's mighty hand
" Humility is not thinking less of myself ; it is thinking more of others . Humility is not putting myself down ;it is lifting God up , Humility is not denying my strengths ;it is being openly honest about my weaknesses. Humility is seeing that without Christ I can do nothing,but in Christ I can do all things!"

- Admit you're proud and act humble . Don't wait until you feel humble , just choose to act humble .
- Humility is nit aware of itself , and if you're trying to feel humble , you're going to become so aware of yourself that you are not humble anymore .
- Humility is throwing your selfishness away in complete concern for someone else.

Mone's house . 20/11/08 :)

2009-10-26T16:31:00.002+08:00

Me and wendy , bookstore incharge person ;D
* oops , she closed her eyes *

Hello ;D well , I'm here to update my blog . Wouldn't be updating too often because have to do revision already . Test in two weeks time , good girl have to study x) HAHAHA . Okay , I slept during society and environment class today , so tired . Yesterday , went Amanda's Garden Fete to help as a volunteer . We went there as a group of 9 , do it as a group task for the 40 days of love activity . This event is organised by Amanda Young foundation , to raise fund and donate to some research centre that investigate the cure for i-can't-remember-the-name disease . Sorry D: Amanda , the daughter of Barry Young , which was the men in charge yesterday . She used to be a very very talented yet smart girl . Unfortunately , she had a sudden death on the age of 18 years old , by having that disease I've talked about above . The foundation was formed by her parents as a remembrance of their beloved daughter , and the money that they had collected over the pass few years had helped and saved alot of people . Lovely isn't it ? So yeah some pictures below , and we as volunteers , went there around 9.30 and went back home around 2 30 . Some of us helped to served as waiter , sell books at bookstore , carry plants to people's vehicle and traffic conductor . Me myself was selling books at the bookstore ;D It was a great and awesome experience . After reached home , me and brother get changed and off we go for tennis . Ohmygosh , was exhausted when I reached home , plus the weather is so hot . So yeah , that's my yesterday . Gonna blog about day 34 below too , God bless and loves you ;D

DAY 34
Vine and branches

"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing." ( John 15:5)

- God doesn't intend for you to live a burdensome life , he wants you to live a great life.
- Jesus intends for all of us to live a fruitful life .

I am a branch
- Great people have a good handle of who they are .
- God is the gardener , Jesus is the vine , we are the branches .
- God is the one who provides that care , God is the one who tends your life .
- Jesus longs for us to remember this simple truth : He is the only place to find life. He is the way , the truth and the life. He is the vine .
- We( branch ) , we are dependent on the vine .
- As a branch , your calling is to fulfill God's desire for you to be fruitful
- The fruit is being like Jesus Christ- not just in thoughts , but also in actions .
- you are a branch that God expects to be fruitful , and in order to be fruitful , branches must be pruned .
- It hurts to be pruned , but God is more interested in your growth than your comfort .

Jesus is the vine
- Jesus told us that we as the branches must abide( attached ) in the vine .

"Just as the Father has loved Me, I have also loved you; abide in My love. ¹⁰If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love; just as I have kept My Father's commandments and abide in His love. " ( John 15: 9-10 )

"This is My commandment, that you love one another, just as I have loved you. "
( John 15:12 )

- The command is to love - to love one another in response to His love for us .
- Without love , there is no possibility of staying attached to the power and presence of Jesus in your daily life . With love , Jesus guarantees that connection .
- " Abide me , " Jesus urged , " and I will abide in you , Then you'll bear fruit for me. "
This fruit is not some temporary notoriety or fleeting achievement , but it is fruit that has eternal impact and lasting joy .

[ PICTURES ;D ]

Entry . Roses everywhere , lovely ;D

Amanda's roses ;D

bookstore !

sausage sizzle ;D

My love ;D

group of 9 ;D

2009-10-24T22:48:00.002+08:00

So this is the question , now you get to choose to buy two types of piano . Both sound quality is almost the same , but it's different bcause of the shape and brand .

A) It's a grand piano , but the brand wasn't really popular . Therefore , there's no secondhand value , and it's so hard to be sold off when you wanna sell it .

B)It's just those normal type of piano , the brand is very popular . Therefore , when you wanna sell it , you won't actually lost alot( value of money) compared to "A" .

Online Surveys & Market Research

2009-10-24T14:06:00.004+08:00

Hello ;D Sorry for not updating my blog for few days , had been really lazy and busy to blog . Just came back from harbour town , bought a few piece of clothing and yay , finally a pair of heels to dinner dance ;D HAHAHA , owh and , I'll be posting about day 33 below , events that happened during thursday , which is Doris' birthday , and I'm gonna make a new post , about some poll thing . Just wanna see what you guys think ;D Not going to attend service tomorrow , going to help at some charity event . Nevertheless , lets go into our topic . God bless and loves you ;D
Day 33
How humility handles our relationship with God
- When we exalt ourselves , we end up with a do-it-ourself design for relating to God.

Signs of do-it-yourself : - You become confident in yor=urself . The feelings begins to creep into the back of your mind that God is fortunate to have you as a follower . - You become condemning of others , Whenever you quickly and easily fall into the trap of condemning others , you give evidence that you're depending on yourself . - You become content with externals . You've become content with the trappings of religion.

- The solution to the do-it-yourself trap is to trust in God . - As we all do when facing an uncertain future, we worried. Jesus said : "Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me." - When the storm hits , trust in God

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest"

- God wanted to broaden my perspective , to help me grow more aware of the fact that he is working , even when I can't . - Whatever hurt it is , it was so real , but God's promise made his presence and strength just as real , - Jesus understand the storms that rage in your heart .

Doris' birthday :

Well , I went to her house around 5 30 , and went back around 8 30 . It was a great fellowship with them . I bought a top blue in colour for her , and I bought myself a black one with the same design as the top I bought her . I wore the black one to her birthday dinner , and then she went to change into the one I bought for her too . So off we go , camwhore camwhore camwhore . Played with both of her cousins , yiyang and yifan . Twin brothers , and they're so so cute and adorable ;D Had a great dinner with Doris' grandpa,ma, her aunt , uncle , her cousins , and friends . Some pictures below , and I'm off to youth ;D

Me and ze birthday girl ;D

Me and doggy ;D

Anna. Lydia. Tracy ;D

Dinner time! ;D

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the two lovely twin brothers ;D

Baskin Robbins ;D

fuuuuh .

Lerain and me ;D

2009-10-21T22:07:00.002+08:00

That pair of heels are killing me ,
first time trying on such high heels LOL

Hello there , came back from friend's house . It was good , hahaha . Camwhore a little , and I'm glad ze birthday girl loves the top I bought her . Will not update about the birthday first , because have to upload pictures and stuff , so mafan . So yeah , day 32 for this post , and off to stretch out a lil , then go to bed , was freaking tired today . Owh yeah , might be continuing my piano lessons again , hope it is a right decision ;D Follow me on twitter , God bless and loves you ;D

DAY 32
How humility handles our tendency to compare
- Because we equate being first with being greatest , we are always comparing.
- The comparision trap can truin even the best of relationships
- Jesus taught us that greatness is not a matter of winning a competition ; greatness is a matter of humbly living the life God gave you to live.
- It's often in what seems to be the lowest spot that we find life's greatest blessings
- If you're build to be competitive , be competitive about things that are truly important but not being competitive to be the first in something .
- God is faithful to use those who stop worrying about who is the greatest .

" We do not dare to classify or compare ourselves with some who commend themselves. When they measure themselves by themselves and compare themselves with themselves, they are not wise." ( 2 Corinthians 10:12 )

I can't wait .

2009-10-20T18:28:00.003+08:00

First time trying this smart cut thing , counted not bad already right ! ;D

Hello there , firstly , it was great at school today . I had cooking class today , we made apple parcels . Goshgoossygah . It was awesome , so delicious you know . So so so delicious . HAHAH , not self praising my own production ,but it was really really nice ;D Will definately try it out at home . Going Doris's house tomorrow , her birthday . And she just passed me back my USB , and she put in tons of chinese songs , gosh , it was so nice ;D Currently listening to chinese songs , owh and britney's new song "3 " , the beginning was quite nice , I used it for my warming up exercise just now , it fits in just nice ;D ahhahaha , okay , I'm also gonna blog about day 31 below . After that , finish up my school task , start my revision , don't wanna be last minute like last time , later self-panicked . ahhahaha , OWH AND I felt that some people in school are quite weird , not self-praising or what but seriously , if you get good results , some of them will call you a nerd . LOL . Siao man , what's wrong with getting good results hor ! ;D Okay larh . Day 31 below , God bless and loves you ! ;D

DAY 31
How humility handles our need to be noticed
- With the choice to humble yourself , you begin to see the world differently . Instead of always needing to be noticed by others , you begin to notice others' need .
- You find a refreshing freedom to see , care about and act on the needs you see around you .
- Jesus gave his disciples a list of three things that served as a telltale sign of their need to be noticed :

"Everything they do is done for men to see: They make their phylacteries wide and the tassels on their garments long; they love the place of honor at banquets and the most important seats in the synagogues; they love to be greeted in the marketplaces and to have men call them 'Rabbi.' " ( Matthew 23:5-7 )

They make their phylacteries wide
- A phylactery was a little box worn on the head that contained Scripture versus to honour the Old Testament teaching to carry God's word with you throughout the day .
- A love of symbols
- Jesus told us to watch out that we don't arrange everything in our lives around the need to be noticed .

They love the place of honour at banquets
- A love of recognition and honour
- People like to see their own name in certain program , to hear their name being mention , to receive the honours that let others know they've worked hard .

They love to have men call them " Rabbi"
- A love of titles
- "Rabbi" means "Teacher"
- Titles can let others know about our responsibilities
- A title is only important in that it expresses your ability to serve others
- Yet , it could become something we love for he notice they bring

Noticing the needs of others
- The only way to cure of this need to be noticed is to start noticing other people's needs
- Humility question: " Am I serving because I need to be noticed or because I notice and want to meet others' needs ? "

" If anyone would like to acquire humility I can , I think , tell him the first step . The first step is to realise that one is proud " - C.S Lewis

- How do we deal with it ? By the only way : Trust God to meet your need for notice ! Immerse yourself in the truth that God has promised to meet your needs .

" My God will use his wonderful riches in Christ Jesus to give you everything you need."
( Phillippians 4:19 )

- Trust God even when he doesn't give you what you want , and keep asking him for what you need

- When you start to meet others' needs , you'll see your own stress level go down .
- One small kindness will have more impact than you can possibly imagine .
- A life focused on yourself and the meeting of your own needs will never be a great life , because it can get no larger than just you .

2009-10-19T20:54:00.002+08:00

Hello ! ;D Finally have time to blog . Fueh . School was fine today , I tear a little at school today . So crazy you know , think back of it , I couldn't stop laughing at myself . HAHA , Wanna know why ? ask me personally ;D Well , I made dinner today . Completely by myself okay , mummy did not helped at all ! ;D I just wanna practice before I cook and present it at school . Got pictures below , must comment abit okay , the dish name is " pan fry chicken breast with rosemary and lemon " . It's low cholestrol , low fat , nut and egg free . Well , I'd been given the task to cook for obesity patient , so yeah , good recipe to follow ;D It turns out quite well , even daddy said it tastes nice ;D woohoo ! Okay , next I'm gonna blog about day 29 and 30 . Summing up with pictures . So ... yeah , God bless and loves you ;D

Day 29
The desire to be great

" Whoever wants to be great among you must be your servant" ( Mark 10:43 )

- Jesus taught us to translate our desire to be significant into a decision to serve
- Humility is at the core of any stong relationship
- We cannot have a good and growing relationship if we're not humble because selfishness destroys relationships , and humility develops relationships .

" Whoever exalts himself will be humbled , and whoever humbles himself will be exalted "
( Matthew 23:12 )

Day 30
How humility handles ambition

There are 3 reasons everyone should have great ambitions :

- We are created by God . God's ambition is that every part of his creation lives out the purpose for which it was fashioned .

- We are given responsibility over this world .

"God blessed them and said to them, "Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air and over every living creature that moves on the ground." ( Genesis 1:28 )

- We are made to reflect God's image in this world .

- It's not wrong to have ambition ; it's wrong to have selfish ambitions
- The problem isn't that we're ambitious , the problem is that we often allow pride to drive our ambition rather than choosing to let humility manage our ambitions .
- " Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. " ( Matthew 18:4 )
Jesus talks to disciples who are demanding to get their own way , and he uses the example of a child who must depend on others .

- Demanding sometimes gets you the little things , and it can keep you from the most important things .
- Sometimes when you demand harder , it only pushes you further apart . It's because while you can demand little things , you cannot demand the most important thing .
- Demanding will fool you ; it seems to get you what you want quickly , but in the long run it will have the opposite effect , and you'll lose everything you so fervently dreamed of having

Unless you become like children
- Jesus tells us that in a healthy relationship , those who depend ask for help from those they depend on

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. " ( Matthew 7:7 )

- Give yourself to the greater ambition of God's plan - a plan that begins with childlike dependence .
- Humility means you change your choice from demanding your own way to depending on God

God loves you - He made you
God has a plan for your life - He made you responsible
God desires to show his love through your life - He made you responsible in order to
reflect his image .

- Humility doesn't mean you let go of your ambitions , it means you give yourself to the greater ambition of God's plan- a plan that begins with childlike dependence . True greatness is depending on God

Pictures ;D

I present you , pan fry chicken breast with rosemary and lemon ;D

2009-10-18T16:04:00.002+08:00

Me with willa's sexy iPhone ;D

Hello ! ;D Sorry for not updating my blog yesterday. Don't have the right feeling to blog . Gosh , having heavy moodswings these days , don't want it to happen but failed to control my own temper . I hope I could really deal with all those feelings which turned my day upside down . Fueh . Anyway , I'm here to blog about last thursday , where my friend came over to my house for the evening . It was a great day though , camwhored alot with willa , could also be known as my camwhore partner . Dorris and Leraine came too . My mum cooked nasi lemak for dinner to let Dorris and Leraine taste it as they never taste it before because they're from china ;D Mummy's cooking is the BEST ! Awesome dinner , awesome time , awesome friends . And the other thing I'm gonna blog about is Day 27 AND 28 ;D So I will start with Day 27 and 28 first and then about thursday evening . God bless and loves you ;D

DAY 27
Understanding God's judgment
- The answer to figuring out the judgment of God isn't found in philosophical understanding; it is found in personal trust .
- God who loves this world and everyone in it more than I could ever hope to ; God , who sees every injustice that has ever been done and knows every motive of every heart is the ultimate and final judge .

- Understanding God's judgment frees you to not have to be judgmental because you know God is the judge .

Do not take revenge, my friends, but leave room for God's wrath, for it is written: "It is mine to avenge; I will repay," ^a]">says the Lord.
(Romans 12:19 ) - Trust in the truth that God will judge fairly

- One of the reasons we struggle to forgive is because deep down we're not always sure God is going to do a good enough job of judging those who have hurt us .
- God is able to judge our inmost thoughts and motives
- We often cannot see the inner motives in our own life , so we certainly can't judge anyone else's inmost thoughts and motives .

- The more I trust God's timing , the less judgmental I'll be

" Therefore judge nothing before the appointed time; wait till the Lord comes. He will bring to light what is hidden in darkness and will expose the motives of men's hearts. At that time each will receive his praise from God. " ( 1 Corinthians 4:5 )

- Healthy relationships demand we await ultimate judgment until God's time we can trust God to give praise and justice to whom it is due .

- The more confidently I face the day of judgment , The less judgmental I'll be

"And as we live in God, our love grows more perfect. So we will not be afraid on the day of judgment, but we can face him with confidence because we live like Jesus here in this world"
( 1 John 4: 17 )

"And as we live in God, our love grows more perfect. So we will not be afraid on the day of judgment, but we can face him with confidence because we live like Jesus here in this world." ( John 5: 24 )

- We dont have to worry about heaven and hell judgment any longer because you know him
- We know one day we'll face him with confidence and joy because he loves us and we loves him
- God has set his heart to love you and has invited you into a confident relationship with him that will last for all eternity

" And remember that the heavenly Father to whom you pray has no favorites. He will judge or reward you according to what you do. So you must live in reverent fear of him during your time as “foreigners in the land.” ( 1 Peter 1:17 )

- Reverent fear means - I won't be afraid of that day , but instead I will respect God's person and power as I live for that day .

DAY 28
Seeing the truth about yourself

" I HAVE SINNED
I AM FORGIVEN "

-People who act as though they've never sinned are the most judgmental people on the earth
- Those who think the only sins they've commited are "little sins" are the most condemning people you'll ever meet

" We are made right with God by placing our faith in Jesus Christ. And this is true for everyone who believes, no matter who we are." ( Romans 3 : 22 )

" Yet God, with undeserved kindness, declares that we are righteous. He did this through Christ Jesus when he freed us from the penalty for our sins. " ( Romans 3 : 24 )

- When we see that we have sinned and have been forgiven , we are empowered to become a less judgmental person .

So last thursday , after school , willa , dorris and leraine walked back home with me . We had tea together and chit chat abit , and we keep on taking pictures , especially me and willa ;D The photos below is just part of those photos we had taken . So I guess I will just type along with the pictures . HAHAHA .

We went in to the toilet to camwhore ;D
and this is Dorris !

After that , willa suggest that we should camwhore by the pool , so we did ! ;D
And this is willa , the siao kia ;D

Masssiveeeee flip ;D

LOL , just trying to capture the water x)

I love this , reflection ;D

This is leraine ! ;D

As I said , mummy cooked nasi lemak that night . It's really delicious and they claim that as well . Around 6 30 , three of us walked Leraine to the bus stop , at first I thought it was the bus stop outside my house , but I didn't know it's another one , which takes us quite some time to reach there . So along our journey , we camwhored again ;D

Groupies ;D

Willa's fav pose LOL !

This is taken while waiting for the arrival of the bus ;D
It was an awesome day ;D

2009-10-16T16:44:00.002+08:00

Hello there , sorry for not updating my blog yesterday , was quite busy because friends came over ;D HAHA , I'm here to update about Jessie's Birthday and day 25 and 26 . It's weekend again , I'm so happy ! ;D Going picnic tomorrow with my youth ! Excited . woohoo ! Weather here is getting hotter and hotter everyday , the sun is killing me man , damn striking . HAHA . Gonna do some revision later if there's time because have to go cell group later around 6 . So yeah , Day 25 and 26 below , followed by pictures ;D
God bless and loves you !

DAY 25
Say now to mercy
- Mercy is removing the speck from your brother's sister's eyes
- The alternative to judgment is not tolerance , it is mercy- not ignoring other ppl's faults
-Being nonjudgmental means we don't see anyone outside the circle of God's grace , as beyond the bounds of our forgiveness , as outside the limits of our love

" If you forgive those who sin against you , your heavenly Father will forgive you. But if you refuse others , your Father will not forgive your sins "
( Matthew 6:14-15 )

-Merciful forgiveness is to be offered immediately
- Mercy is the proper responseof those who have received God's mercy

How will I show mercy?
- Mercy takes most of the courage because it is often rejected
- Although we're rejected , we continue to show mercy . Jesus offered merciful forgiveness even while being ridiculed , rejected and nailed to a cross .

"God has chosen you and made you his holy people. He loves you. So you should always clothe yourselves with mercy, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience. Bear with each other, and forgive each other. If someone does wrong to you, forgive that person because the Lord forgave you."
( Colossians 3:12-13 )

- Be kind . Kind words and actions are simple expressions of mercy that makes more of a different than you'll ever realize .

- Be humble. When making the choice to speak with humility about yourself or to act in humility toward others , you are expressing in some small measure the mercy Jesus showed us when he humbled himself to come to this earth to serve us .

-Be gentle . Gentle does not necessarily mean quiet. It means unselfish- admitting where you're wrong .

"A gentle answer will calm a person's anger, but an unkind answer will cause more anger. "
( Proverbs 15:1 )

- Be patient . When you're patient with someone , you are mercifully recognising you need other's patience as well .

- Get along with people
" If it is possible, as far as it depends on you, live at peace with everyone" ( Romans 12:18 )

- Forgive . The strength to forgive someone else can only be found in the truth that you have been forgiven by God .

" Therefore, as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. "
( Colossians 3:12-13 )

DAY 26
Understanding God's mercy
- God wants us to be merciful because he is merciful
-The secret to a heart of mercy is in seeing-really seeing-God's mercy toward you
- The better you understand the mercy God has give to you , the more merciful you'll be toward others
-The grace and mercy of God are his undeserved gifts to us
- All of our lines are meant to be contained in God's act of grace- what he has given us in and through Jesus Christ
- Your forgiveness , future , relationships with God and with others are contained in God's great act of grace .

"For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast. " ( Ephesians 2:8-9 )

In the photos :
Jessie , her brother- Darren , Sharon , her brother-Allan , Lydia ;D

Sharon . Jessie. Lydia ;D

Allan . GAYING ;D

Massive hair flip ;P

Allan . Darren .

Sharon with bday girl ;D

Allan with bday girl ;D

Me with bday girl ! ;D

Loveeee ;D

2009-10-14T17:05:00.001+08:00

Hello ! ahhaha , I'm here to blog about day 24 ! My friends are coming over for dinner later, yay ;D hahaha , hope this relationship will really work out . And I also wanna take this opportunity to wish Jessie a very sweet 15th . Hahaha , well although we know each other for only 3 months , but I know that you're a great friend . I believe that our relationship will get better and better , and all the best in whatever you're doing . God bless you hun ! ;D owh and this is her ... together with me . HAHAHA

Me. Jessie ;D

So... day 24 below . God bless and loves you ;D

DAY 24
Say yes to integrity
- Integrity is removing the plank from our own eyes .
- You choose integrity when you see a fault in someone else and immediately look at yourself to see if there are signs of that same fauly in you.
- If you allow the faults of others to become a motivation for personal change, you'll never run out of motivation for change .
- Integrity means you make up your mind in advance to do the right thing .

How will I choose Integrity
- Choose to speak the truth
Ask God for the courage and strength to tell the truth

-Choose to be honest about faults
"Admit your faults to one another and pray for each other "
Confess your faults , your sins to someone-someone you can trust
That someone you could trusted will truly listen to you , who will take you seriously and pray for you .

- Choose to ask for God's help
" I will try to walk a blameless path , but how I need your help , especially in my own home , where I long to act as I should . Help me to refuse the low and vulgar things; help me to abhor all crooked deals of every kind , to have no part in them " ( Psalm 101:2-3 )

- Integrity is about determining to walk the right path
- Integrity is about asking for God's help
- Integrity is about refusing to pursue low and vulgar things
- Integrity is about what happens in my own home , where no one else sees but my own heart certainly knows .
- Integrity is recognising that without God's help
-We don't have the power to say no , but that with his help we have a new power to say yes to high and mighty things .

2009-10-12T18:27:00.002+08:00

Hello ! Finally , I did a little bit of maths today . School is starting tomorrow , felt kinda sad . LOL , just.. I don't know why I felt like not going to school again , the feelings are coming back again , sigh . But well , the fact tells me that I can't avoid all these feelings anymore because it'll only become worst . So yeah . Might do a little bit of maths later and teach mummy how to use computer ;D Day 23 below , God bless and loves you ! ;D

DAY 23
Say no to hypocrisy
- Hypocrisy is looking at the speck in another person's eye and ignoring the board that is in your own eye
- Hypocrities are more concerned about appearance than the reality of what's ib the inside . They also love to put requirements on others that they're not willing to live up to themselves
- Hypocrisy is all about hiding behind a mask

How will I reject hypocrisy?
- Instead of judging people in your mind , choose to love them with your words and actions

" Don't just pretend that you love others . Really love them " ( Romans 12 : 9 )

- People often feel trapped in hypocrisy . You know you're pretending , but you just don't know how to play it any other way

- Ask yourself who you're living to impress

" Man looks at the outward appearance , but the Lord looks at the heart " ( 1 Samuel 16:7 )

- If you're living a life to impress people , you'll end up focusing on the outward appearance-because that is what impresses people

- If you're living a life to impress God , it'll immediately be apparent that he sees right through the mask

- There is tremendous freedom to be found in living your life for the sake of the one from whom you cannot hide , in whom you are most deeply love , through whom you can live a life of significance , and with whom you'll spend eternity .

2009-10-11T17:08:00.003+08:00

Hello there ! Firstly , I wanna praise the Lord that today's sharing was great ;D and I had a wonderful afternoon with my mummy and brother . We went Victoria Park for lunch and ice cream for dessert at BR . Woooohooo , I heard from my brother that they don't have 31% off at any month that have 31 days , so sad . Well , nevermind . I'm going to Victoria Park for dinner later , hope it will be nice . School is starting at Tuesday , I needa really do some revision for maths tomorrow , if not , my brain will really go fully rusted . LOL , so yeah , day 22 below ;D A new principle again , how fast :) So yeah , God bless and loves you !

DAY 22
As you judge , you will be judge

The danger of judgment

" Do not judge , or you to will be judged , For in the same way you judge others , you will be judge , and with the measure you use , it will be measured to you " ( Matthew 7:1-2 )

- Those who take to heart what Jesus teaches about judgment develop a more magnetic personality .

- not being judgmental doesn't mean you can't be discerning ; nor does it mean you can't say it is right to do one thing and wrong to do another

- Being judgmental has to do with our judgment of people's thoughts and motives

Three things it means to be nonjudgmental :

1. Don't say one thing and do another - don't be a hypocrite
2. Judge yourself rightly and be willing to make changes - show that you have integrity
3. Give to others the same kind of understanding , grace , and forgiveness that God has given you - make sure you show mercy

- Hypocrisy is focusing on the speck in another person's eye while ignoring the two-by-four plank in your own

- Integrity is removing the board from your own eye

- Mercy is removing the speck from another's eye

2009-10-10T14:47:00.003+08:00

Hello there ;D Just came back from dim sum , yummy ! ahhahaa , so damn full right now . Going youth in the evening , yay ;D So I guess I'll blog about day 20 and 21 now , later very rush . After blogging , I'll have to sit down and really think about what I'm gonna share tomorrow in service , pray for me please :D Two weeks holidays , haven't been touching school stuff , screw it man . Gosh , so yeah , I guess thats all , God bless and loves you !

DAY 20
How to be truly heard

review Luke 4:40 , Luke 5:12-13

- Jesus taught us how to move beyond merely speaking words to being truly heard
- We can learn from Jesus' example the power of human touch
- Our world is filled with lonely people who are starving for the affirmation of a loving touch
A tender word and a caring touch on the shoulder or hands will make all in difference in the world to someone .
- Behind every smiles is a hidden hurt that a simple expression of love may heal
- Jesus often used questions to challenge someone's thinking and those questions have the ability to challenge and to break down barriers .
- Jesus used pictures to communicate new truth . The greatest example of Jesus' use of pictures to communicate is seen in his parables . It has the power to help us to see something in a new way.
- It takes extra effort to offer a healing touch or to phrase just the right question , or to paint a picture with your words , but it's all worth it because this extra effort can often point a life or relationship in a completely different direction .

DAY 21
Troubleshooting communication
- When criticised , Jesus gave a clear , confident response
- Instead of stooping to the level of those attackers , we tell the truth
- When we choose to attack in return , it just comfirms to the person who criticised us that he or she may be right .

- When honestly doubted , Jesus offered proof
- Whenever we are doubted , we can choose to focus either on ourself or on the other person's need

- When ridiculed , Jesus was silent

" He was oppressed and afflicted,
yet he did not open his mouth;
he was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
and as a sheep before her shearers is silent,
so he did not open his mouth. " (Isaiah 53:7 )

- Some comments don't deserve an answer , it's better to just let it go
- Sarcastic or ridiculing criticism is never owed an answer

" If you reason with an arrogant cynic, you’ll get slapped in the face;
confront bad behavior and get a kick in the shins.
So don’t waste your time on a scoffer;
all you’ll get for your pains is abuse.
But if you correct those who care about life,
that’s different—they’ll love you for it! " (Proverbs 9:7-8 )

- When backed into a corner , Jesus turned on the light ( review Matthew 22:19-22 )

- When rejected , Jesus went elsewhere . When people asked Jesus to leave , he didn't try to convince them that he should stay , he left because he knew their hearts were hard . He knew that t pursue them further would only push them further away .

" If anyone will not welcome you or listen to your words, shake the dust off your feet when you leave that home or town. " ( Matthew 10:14 )

- The best opportunity for restoration is to stop playing the game of pursuing them for affirmation when they reject you .

- Draw back from the relationship , stand your ground in a life of faith and wait for them to move towards tou . Wait to see genuine change , and then build on that change .

- It takes courage to communicate
- Words are the single most important tool given to us by God

" Death and life are in to powert of the tongue " ( Provervs 18:21 )

- Through the words you speak , God has given you more power to build faith , hope and love in others' lives than you can possibly imagine .

2009-10-09T14:21:00.002+08:00

Hello there ! ;D well , I'm going out later , so I guess I'll just blog now because will be back home pretty late . Going to cell group early today because yaoshu is going to teach us how to make mooncakes , not bad huh ;D I know mooncake festival had already passed , but can belated one right ? hahaha , so yeah , it was great today . Mummy cooked curry and after blogging , I'm gonna eat my yummy lunch . woohoo ! I'll be sharing on Sunday , pray for me alright :) Day 18 and 19 below , God bless and loves you :D

DAY 18
A new kind of honesty

- Jesus' conversations have a different kind of honesty than most of us ever practice or experience

- Because Jesus wasn't constrained by others' opinion of him and his love wasn't stained by selfishness. Jesus is refreshingly , strikingly , wonderfully honest .

- Honesty is the work of thinking through the right way to say something , of making sure our motives are pure , of talking through a difficult subject .

- If we want our relationships to grow , honesty us nonnegotiable
- When we're honest , we will always be "speaking in love" ( Ephesians 4:15 )

" Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths , but only what is helpful for building others up according to their need " ( Ephesians 4:29 )

- Love without truth us equally disastrous
-Honesty sometimes brings bitter pain of rejection

- As we communicate honestly , we'll invite ourselves and others to refreshing life change through our words

- Honesty is not for the faint of heart , because it is a risk- a risk well worth taking to open yourself up to a remarkable potential for change

DAY 19
God is in the conversation

- Prayer is not an exercise reserved for bedtimes and bad times , it's like a show , a kind of a spiritual medal to be worn proudly and openly .

- More important than the way you talk to someone is the way you talk to God about them

- Prayer is a conversation. There are three words to mark the tone of our conversations with God : persistence , confidence and reverence

Persistence
- Your persistence is an indicator of your desire and your dependence on God
- Persistence in prayer is born of knowing that the answer is only with God
- Pray until one of two things happens : God changes the situation or God changes you
- "Prayer is not overcoming God's reluctance . It is laying hold of God's willingness"

- Martin Luther

Confidence
-Pray with confidence
- God is answering many of your prayers in ways you can't yet see
- The better we know the will of God revealed in the Bible , the more confidently we can pray

Reverence
- The awe is not found in considering God as distant and untouchable

" Our father in heaven " ( Matthew 6:9 )

- Our invites us to ask " How small is my God ? " , Notice that there's no I or me in the Lord's prayer , it is all our and us .

- Father brings to the surface the question " How close is my God ? " - as close as a loving father

- In heaven includes the question , " How big is my God ? " , it points to the eternal place of power and control . As Go's children , we have instant access to our powerful father .

2009-10-08T18:21:00.003+08:00

Hello ! ;D Well , it was great today . Doris , came over my house today to teach me how to make ramen . Making ramen is so fun ;D after that , she also taught me how to make man tou . The traditional china food . LOL , and after that , I went over to her house too , played the piano for awhile , did some nails work and then around 4 something I walked back home ;D Owh tuesday night , I watched a movie called

Mao's last dancer

It's based on a true story and the real main character is currently living in Melbourne . I rate 9/10 . It was so awesome ;D Cry like siao at the last part . ahhahaha , watch it :D

Going aunty Prisilla's house for dinner later , won't be back early I guess , and gosh , 4 more days till school reopen , sigh D: okay larh , day 17 below ;D God bless and loves you !

DAY 17

The connection between mouth and heart

" Out of the overflow of the heart the mouth speaks " ( Matthew 12:34 )

- The connection between mouth and heart is actually a two-way connection . The heart affects the words that come out of the mouth , and the words that come out of the mouth affect the heart .
" Your souls aren't harmed by what you eat , but by what you think and say " ( Mark 7:15 )

- Since words are an overflow of the heart , start taking your heart seriously Instead of pretending that your words meant nothing , ask yourself why you said what you said .
- Since our souls are harmed by what we say , start taking our words more seriously . Realize that words designed to hurt others hurt you the most deeply of all . - Your emotions are engaged ; patterns of how you've communicated in the past are involved , as well as past hurts and frustrations . Few strategies that can help break the cycle before the words start pouring out of your mouth :

Get away for ten minutes , and let your anger cool down
pray for the other person
wait until after you've eaten to have the difficult conversation
use owning statements instead of blaming statements- don't blame the other person for your feelings ; own them yourself
watch the tone and volume of your words
focus on the solution , not the problem
learn to accept what cannot be changed

- while these simple strategies help , we have to take a deeper step- change the focus of your heart .The truth of God's kingdom is at the core of dealing with our selfish hearts .
" He will give you all you need from day to day if you live for Him and make the kingdom of God your primary concern " ( Matthew 6:33 )
- God's kingdom is where God's will is done - The only path to change a heart is to take off the fake and paltry crown you've fashioned for yourself - Your heart changes whenever and wherever you recognise that God is the only rightful wearer of the crown - Rccognising God's kingship and not ours has the power to break a pattern characterised by vicious words and to begin a new pattern characterised by life-giving words .

2009-10-07T17:12:00.002+08:00

Hello there ! ohmygosh , I stayed at home for the whole day , and it's so bored . When I'm bored , it makes me miss Malaysia so much . I miss my bike , I miss my house in Malaysia . Back in Msia , when I'm bored , I'll always call some friends out and we cycle to certain shops for yumcha session . Here , I don't have a bike , and it seems quite far to actually see a shop nearby . LOL , so bored larh . Well whatever , I guess I'll just stick to my dramas to keep myself entertained . So , day 15 and 16 below , God bless and loves you :D

DAY 15
Communicate Isn't easy

- Communication is important to relationship because all relationships are fuelled by communication

- It takes good communication to keep a relationship moving ahead for a life time
- Communication is not a science ; it's an art ,filled with fine lines and shades of meaning
- Our words have the power to take our relationships to a new level of impact and intimacy

- You may not be given the ability to heal someone physically with your words , there is no doubt that your words can heal a relationship , heal someone's faith , heal a broken heart , heal a shattered hope .

" Reckless words pierce like a sword , but the tongue of the wise brings healing "
( Proverbs 12:18 )

DAY 16
The foundation of communication is trust

- By introducing only ONE lie into a relationship , and trust is eroded
- We cannot have high-quality communication without high-level trust
-Trust is centred on two tiny words - Yes or No
- Jesus speaks to us about the centre of this trust with utter simplicity :

" Let your "Yes" be "Yes" , and your "No" be "No" "

Eroding trust
1. Lies
- Lies are always told in the absence of trust
" Anybody who says he or she never lies is lying . Mostly I think you tell the truth , but absolutely I think you'd lie "

2. Flattery
- Flattery is just a positive lie designed to increase your standing in another person's eyes
- Flattery is a flat-out lie about someone's skills or actions for the purpose of personal gain
- Flattery involves telling lies- lies that hurt others for your gain . It invites someone to believe something about him/herself that isn't true , and if he does believe it , his life can easily be sent spinning in the wrong direction

" Liars hate the people they hurt , and false praise can ruin others " ( Proverbs 26:28 )

3. Broken promises
- It's all too easy to use God as an excuse for a broken promise
- Jesus , God in human flesh , told us to let our "Yes" be "Yes" , infact , he said that when we go beyond this simple affirmation of the truth to manipulate words in an effort to get our own way , we're being ruled by the evil one ( see Matthew 5:37 )

4. Silence
- Rebuilding trust always takes a combination of truth plus time .Eventhough it will be difficult , once you've rebuilt and set your relationship down again on a foundation of trust , it'll have been worth it all .

2009-10-06T15:29:00.002+08:00

Hello there ! Well , just a short update about what's happening today , and then will continue with day 13 and 14 :D Went to some computer shop this morning to ask about my speaker problem . At first we thought is the connecting wire's problem , but it's not . Once i on my speaker , it goes like " ingggggggg " in a very low tone . LOL , but right , I off my speaker and plug my iPod headphones in , I still can hear sound eh , why ? LOL , I really don't understand . So now I have to do everything infront of my computer with my headphones on , weird . HAHAH , and yay , im going for a movie later , So happy ;D hahaha , I can't wait to go back to Msia leh , I need movie marathon . Watch movie here in the cinemas is so expensive . If convert back to ringgit , walao , heart aching . LOL ! Okay larh , day 13 and 14 below :D God bless and loves you !

DAY 13
Choose to fellowship , choose to forgive

- Jesus Christ can give a power in your relationships that you never dreamed possible- power to love and grow , power so that you are not relationally worn down at the end of everyday.

Choose to fellowship
- We can only truly love when spending time with others
- The greatest barriers to fellowship are in our thinking
- Ttru fellowship cannot be forced or scheduled ; it must be chosen and accepted

Choose to forgive
" Be kind and compassionate to one another , forgiving each other just as in Christ , God forgave you " ( Ephesians 4:32 )

- Forgiveness means you let it go but not pretending you don't remember the fact that something happened
- Jesus said that " When you're praying , first forgive anyone you are holding a grudge against, so that your Father in heaven will forgive your sins too" ( Mark 11:25 )

(review Matthew 18:32-35 )

- If you're struggling to forgive , resist the temptation to focus on our feelings of guilt about that struggle ; focus instead on God's grace and magnify in your mind his great forgiveness of your sins .

- To find strength forgiving others , we have to embrace the fact that Jesus has forgiven us
- Forgiveness is a gift from God
" If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness " ( 1 John 1:9 )

- We receive this gift by offering to God a prayer of trust

DAY 14
Choose to accept
" Accept one another , then just as Christ accepted you , in order to bring praise to God " (Romans 15:7 )

- Acceptance may be the most important issue when we face a grief together
- Accept our differences instead of demanding that others become just like us
- Without people who are different from you , you'll never truly grow

Choose to sacrifice
" This is how we know what is love : Christ gave his life for us , we too then, ought to give our lives for others ! " ( 1 John 3:16 )

- You give up your way and seek another person's good
- The greatest sacrifice may not be the once-in-a-life-time sacrifices; they may well be the daily sacrifices

1. Be patient : Love is patient
- Patience involves the often difficult art of waiting
- God listens to all of our prayers , as halting as they may be , even though he knows in advance what we're going to say , God listens to eveyr word

2. Be kind: Love is kind
- Kindness is expressed in the doing of the little things-and the little things add up to a great relationship
- Kindness means :

We recognise and meet someone's need in a practical way
Taking the grand vows we make to one another in a marriage ceremony and expressing them in the practical ways
Turning the great hopes and dreams into caring of other people
Turning our great plans to" change the world " into serving people

3. Don't be proud : [Love] does not envy , it does not boast , it is not proud
- Alongside the words envy , proud and boast , place the word " insecurity "
- If we felt secure in God's love for us , we would have nothing to envy, boast , and to build your ego by feeding it heaping helpings of pride

4. Don't be selfish : [Love] is not rude , it is not self-seeking , it is not easily angered it keeps no record of wrongs
- These warning signs tells us, " Im centring on myself , I've got to get back to centuring on Christ , so I can centre on others "
- The only way to deal with : choose to be unselfish , one day at a time , one action at a time

5. Don't give up : [Love] always protects , always trusts , always hopes , always perseveres
- set the commandment " Love one another " that Jesus gave us as the theme of your life

Day 11 and 12 ;D

2009-10-05T17:39:00.002+08:00

Hello there , I'm here to update about day 11 and 12 ;D Well , a short update about what's going on today , my mum invited a few sister from church to come and learn how to make "loh mian" . It's a hockchew noodle so yeah , it's normal for you not to know what's that LOL. I've been watching dramas and playing those "playfirst" trial games . Dont laugh . It'll be fun at times . HAHAHA , might be going out for a movie tomorrow . I've been looking forward to watch this movie . I reckon it would be awesome :D So yeah , that's all I guess . Here you go, day 11 and 12 . God bless and loves you ! :D

DAY 11
Feelings are important

- Anger is an emotion, not a sin . What we do with our anger is often sinful, but it doesn't have to be .

- Jesus did not deny his emotions , he denied himself by not always bowing to those emotion

- He teaches us to act in ways that recognise the importance of our feelings.
If we don't see the importance of expressing and dealing with our feelings, those feelings can end up controlling our life .

- As we see the importance of our feelings , we could only begin to act in ways to keep those feelings from running your life

- Jesus took his own emotions seriously , and so he expressed those emotions openly and then chose to act lovingly .

DAY 12
Act immediately , act radically

Give your heart priority by acting immediately
" First go and reconciled to your brother ; than come and offer your gift ( Matthew 5:24) "

- Recognise what's in your heart and do something about it
- If we don't act immediately , our emotions will fester inside until they become destructive
- Emotions are meant to be instructive , not destructive
- Some people are good at holding negative feelings in for awhile , As an example , the balloon( as your heart) keeps getting bigger and bigger ; but along comes the slighest irritation and- blam! - your heart explodes .

Take your heart seriously by acting radically
" If your right hand causes you sin , cut it off and throw it away ( Matthew 5:30 ) "

- Jesus is talking about our heart attitudes and not merely our hands . He is telling us not to let anything get in the way of the radical heart change he wants to work in our lives .
- What's happening in our heart is a serious business
- Whatever that's in your heart will affect your relationships
- We cannot change the way we feel but we can change the circumstances that are causing the way we feel

2009-10-04T14:52:00.002+08:00

Show me the smile you've long lost :D

Hello there ;D I just came back from lunch after church service :) It was a great day i suppose . HAHA , was kinda sleepy right now , but let me upload some pictures in facebook first and also blog about day 9 and 10 . Yesterday in youth , we have brother's night . Where the girls have to prepare everything and brothers bring themselves to youth as "guest" . It was tiring because they asked me to bring the camera and be the photographer of the event .
I was so upset about the uploader in facebook , any pictures that I had uploaded looses its sharpness and it increases their " noise " . Anyone agree with me ? pfft . So yeah , cut the crap before I start blabbering about all sorts of things . hahaha , here you go , day 9 and 10 ;D God bless and loves you

DAY 9
The power of Jesus's command

-We can't command an emotion , but we can command an action .
-Jesus commands us to act with love :)
-Learn to pray as Jesus prayed- honestly teling God your feelings , and then saying
" Nevertheless not my will, but yours "
-Feelings don't get the deciding vote on how you will choose to act .
-When we stopped feeling love , the first step is to began to act with love again .
-When we begin to act with love again out of an obedient heart , feelings eventually follow.

-Not giving up means you realise that Jesus takes whatever little we give him , and he does so much more .

Don't give up on people : the minute you do , they'll surprise you .
Don't give up on prayer : God is doing so much more through your prayers than you can see
Don't give up on God's promises

-When you feel like giving up , choose instead to act. Act on Jesus's command- and
"love one another "

DAY 10
The power of new

There is no fear in love , But perfect love drives out fear , because fear has to do with punishment . The one who fears is not made perfect in love ( 1 John 4:18 )

- Some relationships become old ; some remain new
- Jesus's new commandment is the key to renewing love
- Rediscover the attitude of love in the everyday habits of your life

Change your hearts and do what you did at first ( Revelation 2:5 )

- The secret to renew our love was in doing the things we have done at the beginning with a new attitude that resulted from changed hearts .
- God would never command us to do somthing he wouldn't give us the power to do . So , don't think that it's impossible to do ;D
- Trust in yourself that you can't do this by your own ability , but with God's power ,you can. God can do in us what we cannot do for ourselves .

Day 7

2009-10-02T16:22:00.003+08:00

Love someone as your neighbour
We must limit the expression of our love

Making the most of the opportunity to build relationships and to let them know about someone who loves them a lot more than I do

Consistent love grows out of higher priorities- higher motivations and it could be expressed one opportunity at a time

To follow Jesus's example is to make the choice to love the opportunities that arise in the everyday journey of life

Trust God that He'll put the right people in your path on the journey of live

Jesus's example in his choice to spend time alone with God in order to be able to love others better

If we are going to have health relationships , we'll need to spend time alone with God

What we gain from time alone with God will strengthen every relationship in our life

Spend time alone with God is a conversation. It'll quiet our soul and broaden our perspective

Jesus values relationships . He place a high value on His relationship with us that he died on the cross to make our relationship with him possible . It was one of the greatest motivation for persuing stronger relationships between each other .

Day 8

The impossible challenge
" Love one another . As I have loved you , so you must love one another ( John 13 : 34 ) "

Jesus wants us to love one another as He loved us . You might have felt that it's impossible to do . Recognising the reality that you don't have the power to act with this kind of love is the first step. Jesus gave us this seemingly impossible challenge is to lead us to find the power to love others in Him .

" A new command I give you : If I'm going to love as Jesus loved , I need the power that only Jesus can give "

( review Matthew 18:21-22 )

- Jesus doesn't want you to try your hardest ; He wants you to learn to trust in Him
- It's not a passive trust , sitting and waiting for God to act ; it's a real trust , involving your
whole heart , sould , mind and strength .
- The greatest difficulties of life offer us our greatest opportunities to trust

300909. Araluen

2009-10-02T14:35:00.002+08:00

hahaha , my retarded face :)

Hello there ! I'm here to update about the araluen trip . FYI , araluen is something like a botanical park . It's spring in Aussie now , so yeah no doubt that there are lots of flowers in there . But their main plantation is tulips . Gosh , it was so so so nice . The colours of tulips are so striking that it looks like people had paint on extra colours on it . LOL . How wonderful is the creation of God ;D absolutely lovely . Well , we had picnic there , where my mummy brought her famous char bee hoon there , fried egg, redbean soup , mooncake jelly and also fruits . Yummay ;D hmmm , nothing much to blabber about , so yeah ! Pictures time . Will blog about day 7 and 8 after this entry :) God bless and loves you .

my lovely grandparents and those lovely red tulips :D

red. sexayyy ;D

yellow , hot pink ;D

hot pink , hawt ;D

yellow , striking ;D

sakura . and my lovely parents ;D

LOL AT THIS PICTURE , I FOUND IT UTTERLY FUNNY ;D

pinky peach , my love ;D

peach ;D

me and my grandparents and my aunty ;D

mother and daughter ;D

so cute right ? ;D

I shot this when we're on the way back home ;D

day 7 and 8 in the next post ;D

Day 6

2009-10-01T13:13:00.003+08:00

Love everyone as your neighbour

pictures the value of loving everyone
speaks to the value of loving someone

We cannot limit the extent of our love

We limit out love because of our differences

love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you ( Matthew 5 :43-44 )
God's love is an " everyone/everywhere/all the time" kind of love , and human love is a " some people / some places / some of the time " kind of love
God wants us to depend on him for the power to love

We limit our love because of our fears

It's always a risk to love
We may have experienced deep hurt because we made the choice to love
There is an even deeper hurt to be found in not loving than in taking the risk to love
God knows that when we refuse to love , bitterness and a feeling of emptiness inevitably grow in our hearts , No hurt or misunderstanding or sin that has been brought on you could be worth the greater hurt of refusing to love
It's a risk to love , but it is the one risk worth taking more than any other
The one relationship you can truly count on is your relationship to Jesus Christ
Lean on your relationship to Him as you take the risk to love others. Other's may dissappoint you but Jesus will never fail you .

a sneak peak about the next post ;D

Araluen ;D

It's worth to take a risk .

2009-10-01T11:14:00.003+08:00

Hello there ;D Well , I haven't resize the photo I've taken yesterday , so I'll blog about 40 days of love's day 5 and 6 first . I probably will update about Araluen in the afternoon . See how things went on larh . So yeah , God bless and loves you :)

Day 5 :
Love God with all your mind and strength

- Know that God's thoughts are thoughts of love towards you and to decide that your thoughts of love towards God

- Put God's words into your mind
- The truth of God's word has the power to change the channel of your thinking .

Finally brothers whatever is true , whatever is noble , whatever is right ,
whatever is pure , whatever is lovely , whatever is admirable , if anything
is excellent or praiseworthy - think about such things .

Philippians 4:8

Whatever is true : Meditate on God's truth
- When you focus on things that won't let you down , your anxiety level goes down , the love of God won't let you down . The truth of God , will not let you down

Whatever is noble : Appreciate God's worth
You are aware of what God is doing in the world , and so your eyes are lifted from the common things around you to focus on the godly .

Whatever is right : Cooperate with God's plan
Before we can do the right thing , think the right thing

Whatever is pure : Appropriate God's cleansing
Refocus your thoughts by thinking about the cross of Jesus- about the sacrifice he made there to offer you the gift of forgiveness .

Whatever is lovely : Anticipate God's abundance
To think about whatever is lovely is to let God entertain you , The word entertain in here doesn't mean in the lower sense of word but the highest - the sense of deeply enjoying something. Whatever we're doing , enjoy the abundance and gooodness of God ,

Whatever is admirable : Communicate God;s encouragement
Loving God with all your mind involves looking for what's best in others and telling them " I see something of God's character in you "

If anything is excellent : Be motivated by God's presence
If anything is praiseworthy : Celebrate God's goodness

God will keep in perfect pease those whose thoughts turn often to Him .

With all your strength
Strength is where your inner thoughts and feelings touch the outer world.

3 truths you must embrace:

Must have complete confidence that God can do absolutely anything ( review John 14:12)
Must be completely convinced that you can do absolutely nothing of ultimate and eternal significance without the power of Jesus Christ ( review John 15:5 )
Must trust God to turn your weaknesses into His strength ( review 2 Corinthians 12:9-10 )

Burden .

2009-09-29T20:33:00.002+08:00

The smile was lifted again is all because of Him .

Hello there ;D I came back home from city around 5 30 . In the morning , somewhere around 11 30 , I met up with my friends ( willa, james , silas ) at the train station . So obviously , we're taking the train to city . Once we reached there , we shopped and walk around a little while , then we went for lunch at Taka .

My sister says that it was the cheapest japanese restaurant , and their food tastes not bad too . I ate Chicken Teriyaki Udon and had lychee bubble tea for lunch .

After eating , we walked to Northbridge ( china town ) to buy my favourite egg tart . Gosh it's like the best egg tart man , even tastes more delicious than Malaysia's . HAHA , but the price strikes me beautifully . 4 aussie dollar per box , containing two piece of it . So it's 2 dollar each piece , equivalent to RM 6 . Gosh man , but it's okay , doesn't eat oftenly . I bought 4 boxes for myself and also my family :D After that , we went to walk around , the guys went arcade , and then pool. I tried for a few shots , but apparently , I don't have talent in pool. I decided to watch them play , and I end up playing my friend's iPod touch , Tap tap revenge . Woohoo , nice game ;D So yeah , around 5 30 , we went back home . So yeah , it was a great day hanging out with them . I'm going to read my day 5 of 40 days of love now , till then ;D God bless and loves you .

In the train ;D

Myer .

This is so cool , the electronic santa climbs the ladder ;D

Me , Willa ;D

The guys were playing pool .

and I'm listening to my sexy iPod .

Picture Perfect , with Silas's sexy ass LOL

Passionate .

2009-09-28T19:43:00.002+08:00

The time when I don't dare to smile with braces ;D
Memories .

Hello there ! IM BACK ;D
well , seriously , Praise the Lord that everything went on well this time .
It was a great experience to me . Well , I don't have those pictures with me, maybe next next week only can update about it leh , so sad . But I've got some , and I'll upload it in facebook , wait for bao bei to upload those pictures :D Anyhow , I'm going out with friends tomorrow ,
ahhaha kinda excited ;D So yeah , stay tune . I suddenly miss Malaysia alot . God bless and loves you :)

2009-09-25T18:06:00.003+08:00

Hello there ! Well , Im not able to write about day 5 , 6, 7 of 40 days of love these days , My brother and sis took the book , and none left for me D: Sigh , I'll be going to Bunbury mission trip tomorrow , so I wouldn't be able to blog . Haven't pack my stuff , and I'm going to pack after I've done blogging . So yeah , school was fine today , IT'S THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL BEFORE TERM BREAK , and yeah , the holidays is two and a half week . WOOHOO , GOSH , IM SO HAPPY. Well , like I've said , Im going on a mission trip tomorrow , I heard that there's a nice beach there , but I'm still wandering whether should I bring my camera along , because most of the time we'll have activities going on , and it seems kinda inconvenient holding my squary camera bag along everywhere , so what do you think ? I've been thinking about this question from dawn till dusk . pfft x) OWH BTW , I did a little shopping yesterday night . I bought all the presents for " operation christmas child" already , most of them are in pink or rainbow colour . WOOHOO ;D Sincerely hope the child will felt grateful , warm and happy after receiving my present . God bless the child ;D I bought food , a T shirt , eyeliner , and presents using my own pocket money . Felt so happy using my own money buying stuff for myself . LOL .And , I found the shirt I bought yesterday and the one I bought few weeks ago pretty cool and lame . They're both from the same shop LOL . So yeah , I guess thats all , gotta pack my things already , pray for us as you know that , when we're doing something for God , we'll normally met lots of circumstances , but I trust that God will be with us and guide us along the way :) God bless and loves you .

The one I bought yesterday * winks *

The one I bought few weeks ago ;D

2009-09-24T18:16:00.002+08:00

Hello there ! ;D well , school was fine today . We did some experiment during science class . It was okay though . Well , 1 more day to HOLIDAYS , AND BUNBURY ;D IM SO SO SO EXCITED . I can't blog that much now , got to eat then go to the mall to shop for presents for the operation christmas child . Im gonna buy all stuff in pink ;D HAHAHAH . Okay , dya four below . toodles :D God bless and loves you .

Love God with all your soul

Your soul is your desires and passions .
Your soul is your God- given personality
Your soul is your will to decide
Your soul is your LIFE
Your soul is the passion with which you're living , the personality you've been given , the path your life is taking , the power in your being .

To love God with all your soul , seek Him passionately
A relationally healthy soul will passionately seek to express love for God.
We had experience of losing something important to us . Most of the time , we'll turned the house upside down or use any ways to find it back . We won't stop until we found it . That's called passion and that's the way we're suppose to seek God . Seek Him passionately- with all your soul .

To love God with all your soul, love Him personally
We're the only one in all of creation who can love the Lord like we can . When we love the Lord , we love Him with a unique voice- a voice different in tone, in soul from any other voice God hears in all creation . Love God uniquely with the personality he has fashioned into your life .

To love God with all your soul, decide to do what He wants you to do
We set direction of our soul by talking to God .
The power to follow Jesus's example is found in being able to pray the prayer that Jesus prayed : " Not my will , Lord , but Yours be done . "

;D

Our goal is relationships that are transformed by the example and power of Jesus Christ .

2009-09-23T17:17:00.004+08:00

I FREAKING MISS MY HOUSE D:

Hello there ! Well , school was fine today . I got back my math results and it was not bad . HAHA . We have dance class today too , next term we are going to lean tango , and we'll be performing at some " special " day . So today , miss let us watch a video call " Chicago " , there are a few dance scenes in it , which was really nice . Tango is really nice , it's sexy , sharp and strong . I love ;D So today , we learned a few basic steps and do lots of stretching , jazz spin , kicks and stuff . In able to dance better , flexibility is very important in tango . It also means that , I have to train my flexibility everyday . Gosh , splits are killing me ;S However , it's fun and fresh to me . 2 more days to holidays , IM SO FREAKING HAPPY . Mission trip starts this Saturday , and I'm leading the worship moment this saturday . My first time leading in worshsip moment , kinda scare , but I believe that God will guide me and give me courage . Woohooo ;D Okay , so yeah , day 3 below , and God bless you :D

Love God with all your heart

It is your faith in God's principles that changes your life .
God principle's does not have the power to change your relationship. Please don't get me wrong and continue reading ;D The power to change starts with faith - with trusting in God and then acting on that faith .

Love Him with all your heart :
It needs focus because our expression of love to God often have a formality that can quench our faith .

When we're praying , the best to do is to say it out loud . Talk to God , tell Him your feelings . Some of us live are still living with unsettled hearts for years. Without oversimplifying the depth of hurt that our hearts can experience , it's because we're lack of peace in our heart that we never share our emotions to God . We should pray emotionally like David , and here are 7 things that we can do :

Talk to God about your feelings
Talk to God about your weaknesses
Talk to God about His strength
Tell God your fears
Pour out to God the desires of your heart
Openly and emotionally admit your sins to God
Say out loud what you know to be true

If you try to hold on to competing values , one will always overwhelm the other .

2009-09-22T17:15:00.002+08:00

life is filled with colours when we truly feels and live it .

Hello there ;D It was a great day ! I had my math test today , it was okay . Not really hard though . I had jester's pie for lunch today , yummmmay :) So yeah , I had cooking class today , we made lamb kofta served with lebanese and it turns out pretty well . Everything went on quite fine in school :D AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR HOLIDAYS TO COME BY, 3 MORE DAYS FROM TOMORROW . WOOOHOOOO . Mission trip on Saturday , I really hope it would be a nice and wonderful experience to me :) So yeah , after blogging I got to go get my dance worksheet done , and I wanna play cards with my grandpa . Continue reading , if you're interested in knowing what I've learned from the book today ! God loves us ;D

The attraction of lesser things

It is easy for the unimportant to intrude on the truly important in our relationships.
We have to get outside of ourselves for our relationships to change .
The only way to change our priorities is to begin to make different choices in our relationships.

Relationships are more important than money
refer to Matthew 6 : 24-33

If we try to hold on to competing values , one will always overwhelm the other .

Lesser values take less faith and effort . It seems easier and so it will constantly drive us in. Because to all appearances , we can reach a lesser value more quickly therefore we'll be continually tempted to make it our first priority .

If you're looking for a challenge or an adventure ,
you'll find it in having the faith to put your relationships first .

Relationships are more important than tasks
refer to Mark 5: 21-43 , Mark 10:14 , Mark 6:37 , John 4

Whenever tasks needs to be accomplished , there is the temptation to make the task you are doing more important than the people whom you are doing the task .

A healthy relationship with God and others have the power to keep our commitments to the things and the tasks in our lives from getting out of balance .

40 days of love .

2009-09-21T19:36:00.003+08:00

Whether it sill exist or not , memories will still last forever

Hello there ! well , I was not in a good mood just now . Don't know what is wrong with myself , and can't figure out anything . I just have an awkward feeling where it comes and goes . But after I've read 40 days of love , I felt much more comfortable now :)

Relationships are painful. Relationships are wonderful. We all live in the drama that plays out between these two truths .

Jesus came to begin a new relationship with us - a relationship that will strengthen all your relationships. In our life , nothing is more important than relationships.
God told us that there are two important commandments that we should know :

Most important :

Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength .

Secondly :

Love your neighbour as yourself .

In the beginning , God created us for relationships . He made us relate to Him and to others.
At the end , nothing is more important than relationships because nothing will last longer than relationships . As you know , the relationship between ourselves and God last all the way to eternity . When we try to make things less important that which is truly most important , it only causes more confusion . Well , a life without relationships may well be a simpler life , but it is also an empty life . Therefore , Jesus taught us to keep this at the top of our list , which is : Place the highest value on relationships .

:)

Random .

2009-09-20T16:00:00.004+08:00

Say my name , say my name x)

Hello there ;D just a short update about what's going on in here .

I'm so sorry for not updating my blog recently , had been really busy with my studies and stuff. So sorry ;D

Okay , well , yesterday , I went church early in the morning to join a bible class about new testament , it starts at 9 and ends at 4 , youth starts at 6 30 yesterday , so I stayed at church for the whole day until 10 o clock at night . It was utterly tiring . Once I reached home , after I've done my revision about the disciple training class and off I go to bed . I've never even bother to on my computer , unbelievable right ? Well , I'm having my math term test this tuesday , hope it won't be really hard , so thats why after this post , Im going to do my maths revision :) I'm such a good girl * flips hair * Harhah . This saturday , I will be going on a mission trip to Bunbury . I'm being so enthusiastic about it . It was my first time joining a mission trip and I believe that it will not be the last time :D So yeah , pray for me and the others who are joining too :D Thankyou ! By the way , I'm starting to read this book called

" 40 days of love "

from tomorrow . It is a great book where we can learn a lot about God's love , and what is love about . I'm so happy ;D I've also decided to blog about what I've learned from each chapter everyday . Hopefully I could do that . AND , YAY , guess what , 5 more days to holidays ! woohooo , I'm so excited about it . So yeah , I'm gonna start counting down till the day arrived , which is the day I'm going to Bunbury ! Yayyyy :D Okay , so I guess thats all , take care huns . God loves and bless all of us :D

5 more days to go :)

Gossips .

2009-09-17T20:48:00.002+08:00

Gossip girl season 3 is out . Woooohoooooooooooo :) I heard that it was nice , but I get to watch the first episode only , others havent upload yet , I'm so excited ;D
By the way , daddy , grandparents and aunty arrived here safely today , Thank You Father Lord :D I'm off to do some revision , having test tomorrow . Bye , God bless and loves you ! :)

You know you love me ,
xoxo
Gossip Girl

Shine 09 :D

2009-09-15T16:02:00.010+08:00

You are the one that pull me up and make me stand strong again .
Iloveyou , Father Lord .

Hello there ;D , remember this ?
Today I'm going to post about the dance choreography night . It happened in last Saturday , which is 12th September 2009 :) In the afternoon , somewhere around 2 30 , I walked to school and brought all the stuff that I've packed with me . Our group's rehearsal is at 3,45 but we went there earlier to practice and prepare . The show starts at 7 , and we have to be at school before 6 30 , so I didnt went home after rehearsal but I stayed up at school until the end of the show . It's student choreography night , so it means that the dance , is choreographed all by ourselves . Miss let us do whatever we want , so yeah . Most of the groups were doing contempory , but our group chose to do hip hop . If you're wondering why our costumes are so businessy , it was because of our theme . The theme is : We're bunch of working people which have tons of work to do , meetings to attend , rushing to the office everyday and stuff like that . So one day , we got stressed up and everyone went insane that they started to dance and dance and dance . HAHHA . Praise the Lord that , the dance night went on swiftly and great . It ended up so awesomely ;D Well , I'm glad that I took part in this dance choreography , it makes the relationship between me and my group members closer . We had lots of fun and maybe sometimes we got stressed up with the dance steps and started to argue , but just ditch the bad part . Okay , so yeah , there's a video about my dance , it was recorded by my brother , so he zoom and focus mainly on me only , not much about the whole group . So sorry x) For better view , click this :) Okay , here are the pictures we had taken on Saturday , enjoy :) God bless you .

Carissa , me

me , Larissa

me, Claire

ignore my hair being pinned up , was doing my make up

in progress ;D

Telini , me

Claire , Telini , Me ;D

Groupies ! :)

Picture Perfect .

Better view , click here :)

2009-09-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

Will update about the dance choreography night tomorrow , stay tune :)
Off to study ;D loves

When you're fiftfithteen ;D

2009-09-13T16:06:00.003+08:00

Okay , Another Birthday post . Last post was a girl , this post is a guy .
He's my best buddy :D
Okay , I get to know him since form 1. Somewhere during mid year ;D
He's like one of my best friend that I shared my personal stuff with . He's good at keeping secret , so if you need someone that you could trust to talk to , think about him :P We hangout together for a few times already . In school we talked alot too . At times , I'll go out from my class and sneak inside to his class when there's nobody in his class and start to conteng on his book . We had lots of crazy , happy , fun and sad memories and all we had is the reason that we're still keeping in touch right now . After I've transfered school , we didn't talk as much as before . But , its okay . It doesn't affect us much . Right chee kin ? ;D He's really really a nice and sweet friend to have . He's really caring ;D And now , today , he's finally fifteen :D I wanna wish him

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUDDY ;D

and this boy is :

Ho Chee Kin ;D

You're officially fifteen now , so enjoy your day and hope you had a blast . I hope the call supprised you , HAHA . Alright then , take care and study hard for you PMR . you know you're smart enough to cope with the test . So yeah , gambateh , ayumi's BIG FAN ;D
loves !

[ Memories HAHA ]

Your birthday , 2008 ;D

Rogue day ;D

Supprising breakfast day ;D

Beloved friend xO

2009-09-11T23:28:00.006+08:00

This is her ;D

This post is specially dedicated to my best friend , aka my mummy .
Yelaine Kiew Yee Lei . Let's start with how we get along together .
Form 1, my mum and her mum are friends . So everyday her mum will fetch me and her to school together . We went to school and went back home together everyday. Therefore , we start to talk in car , in school and when time goes by , our relatioship is getting closer and closer . We are best friends since form 1 , we joined scouts , choir together . We had tons of brilliant memories that we'd been thru together . Well , after she went form three , while I'm still in afternoon section , we barely talked and hangout together due to different school time and she have to prepare for PMR . But , deep down in my heart , I believe that this is not a fact that will separate our friendship because both of us know that , we still remain in each other . Right ? x) HAHAH . Okay , now , I wanna say thank you to you for what you've done for me all these while . You've been a great great friend :) In another case , I would like to apologize about this belated post , I'm really busy studying yesterday , so sorry hun . Would you forgive me ? Yes you will . HAHAHA . Okay now , once again ,

HAPPY BELATED SWEET 16TH .

Wait for me to come back and we'll celebrate your birthday again . Okay ? ;D
By the way , my KK house had been sold . Email me when you're free love . Take care , study hard . Stay pretty :) loveyou .

[ Part of what we had ;D ]

Scouts farewell party 08 .

Campfire night , red indians ;D

Choral Fest .

Scouts :D 104

Malam Amal ;D

LEO IU ;D

Dance class :D

Muffins day ;D

Perseverance

2009-09-10T20:02:00.005+08:00

Hello ;D
just a short and quick update alright . So yeah , went to watch " The Young Victoria "

on Tuesday night , it was awesome . If you like classic romance , then yes , it's worth to watch it . I rate 9/10 because I love love love it , classic romance , you know . xD Gosh .. Student choreograhpy night is just around the corner . Saturday night , me and my group will be performing . Pray for us alright ? Hope it'll turns out awesomely :) Our ticket , pretty gorgeous . Yes? HAHAHA .

Shine , 2009 RSHS ;D

Alright , got to go study , having two papers tomorrow :D BYE love !
God bless and loves you .

" I will love you until my last breath . " - quote by Prince Albert

The Young Victoria :D

2009-09-08T17:43:00.003+08:00

Hello there ! Sorry for not updating my blog these days ,
I've been a really bad and lazy blogger huh . HAHAHA , okay , lets start with today .
I had my chemistry term test today , guess what , I think I'd screwed the paper already .
It was hard . Really hard ! Sigh . But however , it's already in the past . No point sighing here and there anymore . So ... I'm going out for a movie later to relax myself HAHA . This movie plan was supposed to be last week , but they postponed it to today , so yeah :D I'm going to watch " The Young Victoria " later , hope it will be nice so I can give them worthy credits . HAHAHA . By the way ,I finally cashed out my first nuffnang earnings already . I'm so happy . HAHAHA . Well , it's only 50 ringgit but I felt so ... ( can't find the right word to describe ) , but it's in a good way . Okay , I guess I got to go prepare already , aunty will be picking me and mummy up in 15 minutes time . Seeya readers ! God bless and loves you .

A cheerful giver is always a blessed giver .

2009-09-05T12:33:00.003+08:00

HELLO THERE ;D I'm here to update about last Sunday's outing ,
Willabelle's birthday . After I reached home from camp around 3 30 , Me and Sharon went to the city for Willa's birthday . HAHA , actually we planned not to go already , because we're darn tired , after camp you know LOL . But at last we still went because we've promised her a week ago . Okay , so we took the train and reach city around 4 30 . We camwhored a little and we had a drink at a bubble tea shop . After walking around in the city and northbridge , we took a train home around 6 . Well overall , it was great haha :D I'm going youth at night , so excited . HEEEEEEHEEE . LOL , okay larh , here's some of the photo's that we've took last Sunday , till then , loves !

me and sharon ;D

The birthday girl , Willa ;D

James ;D

Melody ;D

my lychee tea , nice ;D

Group picture , credits to : Willa !

picture perfect :D

To serve willingly is very important ,
If we serve just because people ask us to ,
it means that , we're only fulfilling that person's favor ,
and when that happened , our focus is not on God ;
If we serve willingly , we'll have the heart to do something ,
and therefore we'll put in effort to do the best for God .
If there's willingness when we're serving ,
no matter how hard the matter was ,
we'll never give excuses because our focus is on God .

Mandurah camp . 280809 - 300809 : )

2009-09-01T16:01:00.002+08:00

Helllo there . I'm here to update about the aweaweawesomesome camp ;D Okay , the place is at Mandurah , reach it takes us about one hour plus to reach there . We rented 4 villas , and the accommodation was so cool and nice . It's more like a trip than a camp . Every meal , we take turns to cook where they brought along all the ingredients they had bought . To tell you seriously , those meals were the best I've ever had in any camp . Seriously , it tastes so good . One word , DELICIOUS ;D Okay , we had a great time there , and I love praise and worship . There's this moment where we had sharing time , and I went out there and shared about how God gave me strength to overcome the problems I had , how God gave me confidents to live in this total new environment . I love Him so so much . Other than that , I was quite dissappointed with the beach , it was not nice at all . HAHAHA . hmmm , and then we had lots of fun together , we played games , have free time chit chatting , playing cards and all , OWH AND GUESS WHAT . I learned korean words from Matthew ( my pastor's son ) . FYI , My pastor's family were all koreans where they migrated to here , I can speak quite alot of korean already . SO HAPPY ;D The last day , we packed up and leave the villa at around 11 . After that , we went to Mandurah's city to have our lunch . We ate at Cicerello where they have one branch in Fremantle too , but the food in Fremantle is way better than this . I ate fish and chips , where I share the food with 3 more people . Some of them ordered fresh oysters , I bet oysters lover will love it alot , because it was really fresh . After eating , some of us went Simmo's ice cream to have ice cream LOL . As usual , I tasted their cookies and cream , gosh , it was so nice ;D Before leaving , we went to took some photos at some place and we dropped by at a beach . OVERALL , IT WAS AN AWESOME CAMP ;D

They have a nice pool , it's winter , so don't expect to see people in the pool :D

Outside view of the villa ;D

Wooh I love this ,

and especially this too ;D

HAHAHAHA . enjoying the nature of nature . LOL

me and sharon ;D

me and jessie ;D

me and sharon ;D I love the effect !

Jessie ;D

Me , Sharon , Jessie ;D

owh the camwhore ;D

me and my pastor ;D

Ernie , my youth mate , my classmate ;D

Alvin and me , with our awesome paper planes ;D

Remember the shirt guys ? I brought it all the way to Aussie okay , GOOD ENOUGH ? x)

I saw these kind of birds everyday , they came in pairs ;D lovely lovely .

Naomi , the exchange student from Japan .

awwh , I love ;D

They're playing wrestling ;D

Fresh oysters ;D

Our lunch ;D

Sharon , Jessie , Me ;D

Me and the love shape thing ;D

Wooh I love this ;D

Sharon , Sandy , Jessie and Me ;D

PICTURE PERFECT ;D

The End :D

Pies :D

2009-08-31T15:55:00.002+08:00

HELLO THERE ! I'M BACK FROM CAMP . IT WAS AWEAWEAWESOME .
I love going to church . I love my youth people . They were really nice .
Through this camp , I've learned alot . I can felt that God really loves me alot .
It's hard to describe the feeling alright , just yeah , I can feel it . HAHAHA . This camp makes me felt so secure and warm . I love love love . HAHAHA . A sneak peak for what's coming up next !

hahahaha . Stay calm ;D BTW , I CAME BACK FROM SCHOOL AND I ATE WHAT MY MUM BOUGHT . She bought apple and custard pie for me . Damn damn damn , I didn't know there's such wonderful pie in Perth . It was super delicious . Will taste it out other flavors next time . I'm going for a movie tomorrow night and Im watching " The Young Victoria " wooh ;D FINALLY . Okay , I guess I better help my mum out with her dumplings . Going tennis later , BYE love ;D

2009-08-27T20:57:00.001+08:00

Look , my spongebob also loves it ;D

Hello there ! I'm back for a short update again . Yay ? ;D AHAHAHAHA
So yeah , we have PE today , and gosh , it was tiring . I hate running , because I can't run . Sigh . Too fat already , can't run . HAHA , but soon , I'm going to start exercising everyday . LOL ! Give me some support okay x) After school , I came back home and was bored . I asked mum whether I can bake something today anot . Then she say " okay lah " . So after comparing those recipes , we chose the easiest and the one that we have all the ingredients to bake , which is , chocolate brownies . It was out first time to bake that ;D
WOOH . IT TURNS OUT , YUMMY YUMMY . especially when you serve it with vanilla ice cream , SUPERB NICE . HAHAHAHAH * self praising * HAHAHA . If there's this one day , let me bake for you and taste . Make sure you won't spit it out no matter it's nice or not . HAHAHAHA . Okay larh , I wanna go and pack my stuff for camp already . Bye hunns ! ;D
loves

Yummmy . Looks great ? ;D

2009-08-26T23:31:00.002+08:00

Hello there ;D
Just a quick update before I'm off to bed .
I'm going to a camp organized by my youth this Fri to Sun .
AHHH , CAMPING IN WINTER . IT WOULD BE NICE ;D
HAHAHAHAA . I'M SO EXCITED . SO SO EXCITED ,
But it reminds me of Malaysia's camp , aah , I miss going camp with my babe . Awwwwh D: However , the camp is held at Mandurah , which there're nice beach in there . I'll be back with lots of pictures I guess ? :D btw , I have dance class today , and I'm trying out some new moves , which like use your fingers to push yourself up from the floor , LOL . I had this twisted thumb few weeks ago , and during dance class , I twisted the same thumb for twice . It's swollen right now D: pain larh . Sigh . But nevermind , I just hope it will be fine :) and I believe it will be ;D AHAHHA . Okay , got to go . Off to bed ! Don't sleep too late guys ! ;D
loves

p/s : Mone aah mone , when are you going online ? D:

Passed by your shoulders .

2009-08-23T15:45:00.005+08:00

Hello peeps . I'm back to update again ;D So .. we went church today morning .
After that , we head down to NorthBridge for our brunch . We had dim sum ;D
Their egg tart was so so so nice you know , it tastes really really good . HAHA , after eating , we went walking around in the city . I bought myself a small pouch and a pair of flats . I twisted my leg , and it hurts D: Okay , just skip that twist-leg part ;D After that we went into this London street thingy which was really pretty . So countryish ;D I love . We took some photos there and we walked back to the car park because it was drizzling already . Going out for dinner later . Snow crab ;D I didn't went last Sunday because the restoran was packed and we didn't make reservations . How dumb :P . Right now , I'm going to memorize my speech . So yeah , BYEEEEEE ;D OWH WAIT , before I go , no matter who you're that is reading this , IF YOU HAVEN'T WISH SEE YEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY , you better do it now ;D SHE'S FIFTEEEEEEEEN . FYI , if you don't know her , let me introduce :D

The noobiest Si beng beng x)

Her name is , Tan See Yee ;D She's from SMK SEAFIELD .
She's officially fifteen today .

I knew her since I'm 4 . We went to the same kindergarten and we went to the padang near our house almost every evening when we're still young . We were like best friends when we're both young . Standard one , we barely get to meet each other because we both went to a different primary school . But you know what ? Year 2007 , I went to study at Smk Seafield . Starting of school , during recess time , I went koperasi and I met this girl .
I was shocked . But well , she couldn't recognize me . Therefore , that's how we met each other again . We're best friends . Sometimes , I will tell her my problem and she'll always be there for me , thanks hunn . You're really a great great friend . Ofcourse , we're best friends in the past and we're still best friends now . We've been through alot of things together , I miss those days where we went or plan party for some one , went concerts and alot alot more .

I MISS YOU LARH BENG . But however , I'm here to wish you :

HAPPY HAPPY SWEET FIFTEEN .

I wanna apologize for my absence . Sorry babe D: We'll postpone the outing until I came back okay ? PROMISE ? ;D I know you're saying "YES" , so ... thanks first ! ;D love you babe . Stay pretty , study hard and do your best in PMR . Take care!

Weiminn's bday , 2008 .

Avril Lavigne's concert :D

Your birthday , 2008 ;D

Malam amal ;D

My fantastic farewell , 2009 ;D

Genting trip , 2008 :D

[ MY SUNDAY PICTURE'S ;D ]

yumm yummmmm ;D

Fake or real ? Guess it :P

London street thingy ;D

The oh-so-fab church ;D

The end .

2009-08-22T23:03:00.003+08:00

Camwhore is back ;D

Hello there ;D aaah . I'm so lazy nowadays . Don't blame me for not updating D:
HAHA . Well , Daddy arrived in Perth safely this morning . We went Bunnings to buy some electric stuff and flowers , then we head to Southlands shopping centre . Since there's woolworth there and FYI , woolworth is something like " Cold Storage " in Malaysia ;D
AS you know , shops closes at 5 , and we reach there by 4.45 , 15 mins to shop , we're rushing like mad . LOL ! After that , we went to this ice cream stall to have some ice cream , YAY YAY YAY ;D I tried their cookies and cream , AND YOU KNOW WHAT ,
it beats Baskin Robbins flat . Owh man , it tastes fantasticly delicious . Wooh , so nice . HAHA , then we went home awhile and around 6,30 , we went out again , to aunty Anna's house , because she had something similar to a " house warming " going on at her house , I went there awhile , meet up with some church friends , and we head to church to attend youth service ;D I love weekends alot , because I get to go out and meet new friends ;D
I love going to youth and Sunday service . I love love love . HAHAHAHAHA . I have speech on Monday , and I haven't memorize a single thing . SHOOT ME PLEASE? Okay , I guess that's all , Got to go , bye people ! ;D loves . God loves you :D

Hiding it without thinking .

2009-08-16T13:23:00.002+08:00

Hello there ;D well , I just ate my lunch and went for church service in the morning .
After church , we went market city to buy some food and all . I bought gummies ! YAY ;D and jelly beans . The gummies is really nice , but the jelly beans dissappointed me . awwh . But , who cares . HAHAA . Yesterday , we ( me , my bro , mummy , and bro's girlf ) went picnic with Uncle Ling's family and Pastor Philip's family at Kingspark . It isn't a good day for picnic because it's really cold but the environtment is really nice . Mummy fried beehoon , and all the uncles aunties said that it tastes fantastic , and the sambal we bought is really good too . Aunty Esther made some sandwiches , and she also brought some fruits and chips . We stayed that for like .... one hour ? 45 min ? I don't know . HAHA , because Mr.Rain came to visit the place . At night , our church had a concert , the theme name is : " Renewed in Christ " . There are choir , dance , sketches performance and sermon . Thank God that everything is a success :D Alright , I'm going out to have dinner later . Snowcrab ! ;D yum . Will grab some pictures . Signing off , bye ! LOVES .

The greenish grass :D

Future footy player . James Ling ;D

mummy shivering . HAHA .

From the left : Bro , mummy , bro's girlf( Lilian ) , me ;D

[ AT NIGHT . CONCERT ]

Theme name ;D

The stage .

Choir ;D

Pastor's wife ;D pro singer .

Dancers .

Sketches .

The end ;D

I know I'll be fine .

2009-08-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

teeeeheee : )

HELLO PEEPS ! well , Im sorry for not updating . I'm so lazy to blog . So sorry D:
Well , I didnt went to school yesterday , I woke up in the morning , done some ablutions , get dressed up and all , then I felt so sicked . I have no energy to walk at all . All I felt is the dizziness that came around me . So , I stayed at home and rest for the whole day . My fever had gone away , and I went back to school today . Thank you Lord that I would be able to cure so fast . Woosh :D But now , mummy is sicked . I'm worried about her , guys , do pray for her okay ? thanks alot . I'm having chem test next week , hope it'll be fine . By the way , me and my mum went to the oriental shop yesterday to buy some stuff , and I bought wang wang biscuits , the snow flakes one . Gosh , it had been ages since I had a last bite of that and it tastes fantasticly gorgeous . HAHA , okay , I guess that's all . Might be going for a picnic this saturday if everybody is in a good condition . So yeah , bye ! loves .

2009-08-08T16:24:00.004+08:00

Helloooooo ;D Well , I went youth yesterday with my friends , Willabelle from Singapore , and James from Korea . They're really nice and funny . Its fun going out with them ! ;D

Well , After school , I went Willa's house and around 6 something , her parents fetched us to the place . We played wii and guitar hero , it was really fun and we keep on laughing like some maniac LOL . Then we use her macbook's photo booth to camwhore , ahhahaha . By the way ! I got my new phone already ! WOOHHHOOO . Samsung F480 , and it's pink . Rock it man . HAHAHA

It's pretty cool and it's touch screen . YAY :D

Today morning , my bro brought me and mummy to Ikea because mummy need to buy some stuff from there . I just reached home and Im going youth around 6 30 . So now , meet my new friends :)

Willabelle :D

James :D

Till then , xoxo .

HELLLLLLOOOOOO ;D

2009-08-03T15:38:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps ! WELLLL , A GOOD NEWS TO THOSE WHO'RE CONCERN ABOUT ME ...
I'm getting better day by day and me myself is pretty happy about that too .
I'm doing fine over here , not really much homework to do but yeah , I've been doing lots of revision on my maths and chemistry . This is what we call , good girl x) chey . Well ... I'm kinda use to the environment already where the sky turns dark at 5 something , the shops closes at 5 except for thurs and fri , people being awkward , people being rude and anything you could think of .* OWH AND YEAHH , for those who don't know what time is it in Perth right now .. it's actually the exact time compare to the time in Malaysia . * It's a great news isn't it ? ;D Well , I'm hungry right now , and I'm going to stop writing and dig for food . So .. take care alright ? God loves and bless you .
loves .

back to 180709 :D Sorrento Quay !

2009-07-30T18:10:00.002+08:00

Isn't it beautiful ? YEAHHHH :)

Hello there , here's a update about one of the days during the week before school starts . Grace , a sister of mine which followed us to perth for a trip . We brought her to a few well-known places in perth . Okay , we went there in the morning and the weather is freaking nice . Sorrento Quay is famous of it's beautiful beach and aqwa- the aquarium . It's nothing compared to Singapore's aquarium xD well anyways , let the pictures talk alright ? ;D loves .

Me and Grace :)

after walking around and take pictures , we decided to have our lunch at Subway . I ordered chicken and bacon which is really nice ;D

Me and my mum ! ;D

lunch of the day . Subway ! ;D

and then we decided to go aqwa at first because Grace didn't went in before . While lining up , we saw this freaking cute baby and we start to take pictures like nobody's business xD
We didn't went in at last because Grace decided not to go already and off we go . Instead of aqwa , we went to the flee market in Fremantle because it only opens during the weekend ;D

CUTE ?

TOTALLY ADORABLE .

the crystal clear water ;D

Once we reached the flee market , I saw this candy shop and I've decided to go in and take a look . I bought Wonka's candy there . It was really nice and fun eating those candy . LOVELY ;D The scary part is that , I saw this antique shop and they're selling this :

cacated doll in an antique trolley thing .
It reminds me of childplay . grhh.

I guess thats all for now ;D

2009-07-27T19:04:00.004+08:00

I wanna find myself in a piece of happyeverland .

Third day of school and it seems to be better compared to the first day .
But..it's kinda impossible to find a school that is similar to ACE , I miss my previous school so so much . Well anyways , I'm getting use to the school already . Although it isn't really happy to go to school everyday , but it makes me realize that how warm and sweet is my home . The happiest thing in my daily life is to hear the last siren went off and it shows that school is over and it's time to walk home ;D The topic they're learning for chemistry is one of the topics that I haven't even touch up on it where they're almost done with the chapter . I was kinda worried and the new student that came in the same day as me had learned it already . So , it means that I'm the only one that don't know what the teacher or the workbook is trying to tell us . I went back home and told my mum about it , and my parents know I'm really unhappy nowadays . They brought me out to buy some daily used products to make me relax myself a little and they bought me bubble tea to makes me feel better . I was really alright after they comforted me and buy me a drink LOL . Not only that , I'd started my tennis lesson which today is my first day learning tennis in Aussie . It went on quite well : ) Well , nothing much to say , still thinking whether should I update about my 1 week trip before school starts . What you think ? We will see :) Got to go finish my homework . Buhbye . loves

Sigh .

2009-07-23T19:17:00.002+08:00

First day of school . It wasn't alright . I felt so awkward in there .
Some of the people are not really friendly . They will just stare at you without any reasons as if you'd did something really wrong . I'm just not use to the life back in government school . They doesn't fool around in class or laugh REALLY LOUD . Unlike my previous school , it was amazing and awesome . Well , it's my first day , maybe it would be better when time goes along ? Yeah , hope so . Nothing much to say , got to go get my work done . loves

p/s : pray for me so everything will be alright okay ? Thanks alot .

Second home :)

2009-07-22T12:49:00.002+08:00

Hello there . well today , I'm gonna blog about my new house . So let the pictures talk alright ? ;D enjoy .OWH ... and congrats me , I'm going to start school tomorrow . Feeling excited ? hmmm .. quite ? xD loves

my wardrobe . I stick the black flower by myself okay ;D

My desk ;D

My book rack ;D

Does it looks familiar to you guys ? ACE classmates ? x)

and this ? xD

My lovely bed ! ;D

and my pink table lamp ! ;D

Cosmetics .

Accessories;D

Bathroom !

Laundry room ;D

Toilet !

Temporary dining set . LOL

Living room ! ;D

Kitchen

build in bbq set ;D

backyard .

Pool ! ;D

Garage ;D

Front view ;D

undeveloped room ;D

Stairs to second floor .

AV room ;D

Food storage room ;D

THE END .

ACE farewell .

2009-07-21T16:04:00.002+08:00

I'm a camera shy ... NOT x)

On the 8th of July , my ACE tuition centre's teacher and friends had a farewell party for me :) I brought my camera to capture down the last piece of memories with them . We had pot luck , so means there are a lot of food and mummy bought dominos for them , classified chicken and aloha chicken . * yummy . ssslupe sslupe *after eating , we watched " The Outsiders " .. I find that the book is way better than the movie LOL . Okay , not much to say , pictures ! :D

classified chicken ;D

hawaian . sorry for the blurness alright ? :D

homemade pizza .

Shuen Min and Shuying ! :)

and ME ! ;D
I tried my gray lens , better ? :D

Obviously , it's not a success x)

the cake of the day ! ;D

and cheers ! :)

My beloved teacher Peick Hong :)

and tuitionmates ! ;D

Thanks guys ! ;D
loves.

Farewell . 110709 ;D

2009-07-20T16:15:00.002+08:00

Iloveallofyoutoo ;D

Hello . FIRSTY . CONGRATS ME ;D
MY LINE IS FIXED . YEAHH , IT'S FIXED ! cheers? :D
I'm here to update about the farewell party held at my place on the 11th July , 2009 :)
My ex-school , SMK Seafield's classmates , babes and dudes attented this party. They planned everything for me :D Most of the girls wore the " We love Lydia " tshirt where they get it done and printed so nicely in time :) Touched touched touched . HAHA . There are quite a number of people that came to farewell me ;D Ofcourse there are lots of joy and tears within it . I wanna thanks those who came and those who planned the party for me . ILOVEYOUGUYS ;D and I'm glad that the problems within you girls had been solved . It's great. Well , not much talking , pictures time ! For those who wants other pictures , ask me personally :D loves

They came my house earliest ;D

Before and..

after ! ;D

My grandpa :D

emosheep .

happygirl :D

My babe .

Gossiping aah ? x)

Shuenmin . Me . Lei :D

Xiner . me . Lei . Shuen Min . Pei ;D

Junyi . Me . YeeLei ;D

Elaineeeeeeeee and diaaaaaaaa ;D

Seeyee . Me . Jojo ;D

The two nooby ass :D

Nooby one : Tan See Yee ;D

Nooby two : Jocelyn Tan Hui Yi ;D

SLR united ! :D

Sexual harassment D:

Reneeeeeeeeee ;D

Would you marry me ?

peace? means you agree ! YAY ! ;D

Hmm let me think first ...

I want this two to be our maid of honour ;D

Shuying ;D

Weiminn . Lolipau LOL ;D

Ruwen ;D

Shuen Min ;D

Jinnn ! ;D

Evon ;D

The two gays ;D qingxian and leslie

and KOK HONG ;D

Rong Zhen ;D

Leslei ;D

opppps . It's not a secret anymore ! ;D

BUT WOW .. YOURS IS GIGANTIC . footlong x)

The babes ! ;D

awwwwwwwh D:

dont cry dont cry ;D

Group hug before stepping out the door ;D

qingxian . leslei . me . hong . leslei ;D

see hong the noob face xD

awwwwh man shuying ;D

she's so cute when she cries ;D

the nooby ass xD

nooby one ;D

I love all of them.
Thanks alot for the precious memories :D

Happy sweet 15th babes :)

2009-07-18T20:43:00.004+08:00

My 300th post is dedicated to my two babes ,

Renee Tok Shin Yee & Teo JiaYin :D

Im sorry for the picture . I have no choice but to grab from you-know-who-you-are's blog x)
My brother's com , so no pictures with me ! D:
Well , Let's start from Renee .

We start to know each other better when we're in form 2 . We're both prefects ! and then we formed SLR . HAHA . I miss those days we hangout together , gossip about hot guys , * Samtet Samtet x) * and we used to love a same guy before . Remember when you said that something at U6 . Once I thought about it , I can't stop laughing x) How true and straight forward can yAou be . LOL . Well anyways , it's really great to have you as my bestfriend . Thanks for being there when I need you . Thanks for bringing such wonderful memories to me . Miss me ya ? :D
Don't let the problems around you pull you down . I know you can do it because in my mind , you're always the strong girl that could manage to cure yourself when you're hurt . God loves you and ofcourse ! I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOO ;D take good care of yourself babe :)

Jiayin :)

Hello there ! Well okay . You don't have to apologize for not attending the farewell party held in my place last Saturday . Its okay. As long as you care and misses me alot now then it's fine x)
CHEY , ahahahah . Okay , I dont know why , everytime I thought of you . you reminds me of 104 . and its not a GOOD THING D: I miss scouts so much you know . aaaaaaaaaahhh why . why must it be you to reminds me of scouts ? D: OWH MANNNNN . But well thats not the main point x) It's your big day today and I know the others is having a celebration for you and renee in jin's house now right ? SEEEEEEE. I got sightkick x) Well , although we're not really THAT close , but ofcourse we're more than a friend could be . At times , you're there for me to lean on too . Thanks alot babe ! Well , take care and study hard alright ? Love you .

and lastly ... to both of you ..

HAPPY SWEET 15TH ;D
HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A GREAT AND MEMORABLE DAY .
LOVESSSSS ;D

;D

2009-07-17T23:56:00.003+08:00

Lydia's line still haven fixed yet so wait for few more days ;D

miss you so much ):

2009-07-15T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hello there everyone :)
Hope all of you were doing great and fine . Just a short and quick update .
I arrived safely on 12th of July in Aussie . I'm currently living in my new house .
The weather here is oh-so-freaking-nice but oh-so-freaking-cold too , especially when the wind blows and during the night . But it's alright , at least I still can stand the cold :)
I love my new room . Will update more about my new house whenever the line is fixed and stable and when the furniture were all done and nicely in place too ;D

Secondly , I wanna thanks those who farewell me on friday and saturday night . Thanks for giving me a last piece of memory which I could bring along with me to here . It makes me miss everything so so much . Not only that , I would love to say thank you to those who wished me in their blog , msn , phone and anything that you could think of LOL . You know who you are :)

Thirdly , I'm still having holidays here . Went out everyday where you people is preparing for exams and studies x) Study hard alright . Especially to my ACE classmates , do study really hard as you know the papers wouldn't be easy if you didn't put in effort to study and do revision .

Last but not least , to the S.O.T , I miss you guys freaking much okay . When I look back on what you guys had done , it makes my tears came rolling down my cheeks . yaiks . You guys take care alright , pray hard for me so that my line will be fixed soon :) Love you guys so much .

To everyone who knows me , do really take care of yourself and study hard . Pray hard for me so that my line will be fixed soon . Love you guys .

love you boy .

(:

2009-07-13T21:10:00.003+08:00

Hey! (:
Lydia now unable to online because her line still not fixed so i'm here to help her update little xD maybe wednesday the line will be done so must online and wait her alright ;D

bye (:
love you :D

The special one .

2009-07-11T03:54:00.001+08:00

This post is specially dedicated to my best girlfriend . Simone Leong Su Ling :)

Okay , let me tell you how we met .
We probably met each other when we're 7 years old in Lick Hung . At that age , we hardly know each other / talk to each other . Let's just say , we're strangers . At the age of 12 , standard 6 , we start to know each others names but in a bad way . 6E , 6L , 6B , 6G . Somehow this 4 classes have lots of problems happening between the girl gangs from each class . and apparently , me and mone don't like each other . Means , we're not friends , but some sort of enemy . When I'm at the age of 14 , I'd been accepted as a student of SMK SEAFIELD , and mone was one of the student too . I still remember , she's very popular in school cause of her chunted basketball skills . One of the top girl's player in school :) Throughout the whole form 1 , we're still not that close , but we can still call the " thing " between us as friends . Form 1 is a year full of nonsense but precious memories . When we flashback , it could even makes us burst into laughter . I remember we get to know each other better through the gang thing . Where the 1A , 1B , 1D , and 1E girls formed together in a gang [ certain people ;D ] Remember those time we used to gangbang other people and stand up for our friends that causes two party to fight ? Ohmygosh , that's really ridiculous , but yeah .. funny ;D AND , don't you forget we used to fall for the same guy at a same time x) Okay , not much in form 1 . Now form 2 :) This is a year where we ( me, you , and renee ) formed this " SLR " thing . We're like best friends and share secrets among each other. We talked , laughed , gossiped or even stripped infront each other before . LOL . Aaaah , those days were really great and tough huh ? x) Form 2 was better , when all of us were still growing up . We should Thank God that there's this good start in form 2 , which brought us all the way up till here . In the year 2009 , I transfered to Ace . I brainwash you and encourage you to transfer school too and yet you really did it :) You used to say that it's a huge mistake to come to this school . Well listen girl , it's never a mistake . God allows it to happen , so you should know that it'll never be a mistake . You claimed that you brought lots of problems to the class . Why don't you think positively and wisely ? Without you in the class , things will never be the same again . Without your presence , the class would be even duller and we would never get to hear so much laughter that came up in a sudden . You brought happiness to us :) Not only that , after since you transfered to this school , you changed alot in a better way . You care about your studies and your future . When exam is near , you studied so hard that I've never seen you been like that before when you're in Seafield . It's shocking okay . Besides , you get all your work done so nicely and all in time too :) In another way , you personality changed too . You learned how to respect people , being polite and friendly to your friends or even more confident . Maybe at times , you're still not getting over of some matter which bothers you alot , but you're trying your best to be strong and determine . That's a good change you know :) I remember you told me that , you felt so warmed in this school . The whole class is like a big family where each and everyone of us treated one another so nicely , and being kind too ;D You said that you can feel the love between each other . I absolutely agree with that too :D But things doesn't all went smoothly and nicely . We had lots of arguments through out the year . Sometimes in class , we will felt being left out by one another or the others and toilet is the best place to go . We cried for our exams results , personal problems or even problems that occurs between us infront each other . When we had a bad feeling on either one of us , we will confront each other and solve the problem before things went worst . We're just not afraid the be true to each other :D Other than that , we will never hide ourselves when we are together . I felt that when I'm with you , I could just be myself . No need to hide anything but just to be myself . I wanna apologize that at times , I really neglected you which makes you felt so upset and dissappointed . I might not be a good friend , but at least , I know that I'd tried my best to be a good friend of someone . When you told me your problems , I might not give you great advise and all , but I know that I could be a great listener . At times , you always thought that I must have been hiding something from you because I hardly told you my problems and all right ? To be true , I really don't have any problems that bother me much . So I don't have things to share with you ;D But when I'd told you my problems , you cared so much for me and Im really glad that you're there for me . Maybe the advises you gave doesn't helped much , but at least , you're willing to share or take away my burden and worries that bothers me . You're a great listener , seriously :) Whenever I'm upset , you will try your best to comfort me and give me that big and warm hug . Having a great friend like you , is one of the greatest thing in my life . I would love to Thank God that He gave me such a good friend to accompany me through the darkness of fears and bring me out once again into the light . And now , I'm leaving soon and the distance between us will be far apart too . Distance is nothing . The most important thing is that , the love between us still remains . You don't have to cry over spilt milk for my absence , because we're definately going to keep in touch and video call each other oftenly . I bet the first few months at there will be tough because it's a totally new and fresh environment for me . I need your support to keep going on and I clearly know that you'll give your fully support to me . Maybe you'll feel upset when I'm not in class and don't know who to share your secrets with , but don't worry , things will be different and I guess you had found someone that you could count on to . Well , if you haven't , you'll soon get use to it and realize that there's so many other people around you that cares and loves you so much . Never worry that you're alone because forever you're not going to be alone . God will give you the power and strength to be strong and hold on tightly . Remember not to stop reading the Bible because this is not just a book , but it's a thing where you learned about Him and know Him better . By that , your relationship between you and Him will be better and closer . When I'm not here , always remember not to stress yourself out okay ? Think wisely before you make a decision . Once again , I wanna apologize on what I'd done wrong . Like at TGIF , I wanna apologize too . I should have cared more about it . Sorry girl . In another case , learn not to be so sensitive . I mean , depends on whats happening . You have to keep going on and upgrade yourself . I have faith in you that you'll make yourself to be a better person . Don't think negatively alright ? Always think about the positive one so that you won't hurt your own emotions . Gosh , I will miss you so much when I left . Things would be different without you . well lets just say , all of you . But I know that you'll always be there for me no matter what happened. Thanks alot buddy . Thanks for what you'd been doing all this while . It's my pleasure to have you as my best best friend . I guess I should stop , take care of yourself and keep up your personalities , You'd been doing a great job and I know that it would even be better next time . Give yourself time to figure things out alright ? Okay , love you lots . Goodbye , my best mate ever :)

Farewell . TGIF :)

2009-07-11T02:46:00.003+08:00

ATTENTION : IT MIGHT BE FREAKING LAG , SO BE PATIENT . LET THE PICTURES LOAD ;D

23 of them . loves .

Okay , it's 2.46 now and I ain't sleepy . So I guess I will update about the farewell . Went TGIF, Sunway , It's a great day thou. Everything ends well :D Im so gonna miss my freaking lovely classmates . They are like the best classmates ever . Let the pictures talk alright ? :) Will get more pictures from Li Teng . Sorry for the blurness for some of the photos . Not i take one :p Till then , xoxo .

Li Teng :D

Me . Zhi Wei . Li Teng :D

Zhi Wei , Dia , Teng ;D

Jooooooeeeeeeeyyyyyyyy ;D

Whats your problem ? x)

Zhi Wei . Dia . Joey ;D

After school , went Leslei's house to dressup and rush back to school . Met a new friend names Midori . She's a japanese-chinese mix :D

This is her ;D

Foooooong HUIIIIIIII YIIIIII ;D

We reached there 6 something and we ate abit .

Ryan . Andrew ;D

Oh-so-formal xD PEH and DIA ;D

love you babe ;D

Around 7 45 , we walked to Fridays ;D
In there , it's always Friday .

Teng Teng xD

The gays , fighting over the hand hand thing .

Aiyoyoyo x)

Like that good larh . Solved ;D

I forced him to do that :p cute ?

The one I adores .

Jolene and Ah Leow ;D

My hot hot hot chocolate ;D

Cream of mushroom .

Some ... alfredo thing . Damn freaking creamy :S

Leslei's lamb chop ;D

The couples ;D

Candid ? xD

Photos with the male classmates ;D

Andrew :D

frm left : Dia , Zian Wei , Hanson and Min Hong ;D

He's like my brother , Hanson Teh ;D

Weoi Xiang , the camera man ;D

Deric :D

Brian :D

Sheng Yang ;D

Han Yong ;D

The girls classmates ;D

Dia. Megan . Joyyyyyy ;D

Megan ;D

Joy Joy ;D

Zhi Wei , my bitch x)

Jolene ;D

Hui yi the hawtie ;D

Leow ;D

Jolene ;D

Zhi Wei ! ;D

Silly faces :D

frm left : Teng , HuiYi, Dia , Leow , Jolene ;D

From left : Ryan . Brian . Leslei . Dia . HanYong . Deric :D

The imperfect group picture :D
Some missing or went back home already D:

They made me a card too . It's freaking nice and they put lots of effort into it . Thanks alot guys . Seriously , thanks for everything ;D

Yes I will ;D

complete silent .

2009-07-09T22:53:00.002+08:00

I'll stand strong and never let things pull me down ,
Yes I'll and I can do it .

Hey there :)
Just came back from tennis , and the weather is so freaking bad .
By the way , I'm so happy today because I got my own tennis racket already . It was designed so nicely and it is super lite . It was baby blue and white , but if it's pink , I will be more hyper than now . LOL . AHHH , my blog had been really dead nowadays . I just don't have the mood to blog and I'm busy packing and buying stuff . Few more days to go , and I really don't know what to say anymore . Time passes really really fast , and now , my dream had turned into a fact . I should just face it and stand strong :)

Alright , I guess I'll update more often ... errr , see when larh . Going T.G.I.F tomorrow with classmates , farewell dinner :) Will take lots of pictures alright ? stay tune . loves

To the stupid boy ;D

2009-07-07T00:08:00.003+08:00

Tick Tock Tick Tock .

I know him since I'm form 1 . Well , I think it's through MSN and we get along quite well ;D
At times , we talked and I'll tell him my problems . He'll give me some advises , since he's 5 years older than me . HE WILL NEVER FREAKING STOP BULLYING ME HOR ?
I think if you're reading this , you will definately nod your head non-stop right ? YOU BIG BULLY x) Well , try to flashback since the day we first met , we'd been thru quite a long period of time and it'll all now been kept inside my heart and I'll bring along with me to a place that-you-know-where-it-is ;D It's really nice and fun to have you as my brother .
Seriously , you gave me a kind of feeling that makes me feel like you're like my real life big brother . Very-the-sangat-brotherly LOL . Be proud alright ? Will meet you end of the year I guess ? Miss me when I'm gone you ass x) LAST BUT NOT LEAST ,

HAPPY DUPER 20TH BIRTHDAY , YOU ... MAN x)
You're now a real man , aren't you , Wong Hon Kitt ? ;D

Okay , I guess thats it , hope you had a blast and memorable day .
Love you alot brother .

oouch .

2009-07-03T23:01:00.002+08:00

You'll never see that familiar smile again ,
toodles .

Hello ! Sorry for being lazy these days . I don't really have the mood to blog . Well .. If you haven't know .. My braces is off ! ;D But.. I got my retainers today . AND RETAINERS SUCKS . I can't talk properly for this certain period of time and I can't pronounce the words that ends or starts with " th " .. " s " and a few more . Right now , when I say thank you , it sounds like " hank you " .. when I say shooo , it sounds like " ooh " LOL . But .. I'm trying my best to pronounce it nicely :) HAHA , alright . Just came back from dinner with aunty Michelle's family at Unique Seafood Restoran . The food there was AWESOME ;D delicious x) ahaha . Okay . I got to go ;D goodnight ! xoxo

8 more days to go .

D:

2009-06-29T00:02:00.001+08:00

BE PATIENT AND LET THE PICTURES LOAD ALRIGHT ? ;D
loves .

270609 . L.O.S.T <3

2009-06-28T23:28:00.003+08:00

I'm not sure of myself yet unstable .

Hello I'm back blogging again ;D
I'd been having a great time within the weekends with the accompanion of L.O.S.T .
Our new group foundation ;D LOL . Okay back to Saturday alright ? Simone , Ah Too and Sheng Yang came over my house in the afternoon . Mummy and daddy suggest that we should go to the beach ( Pantai Morib ) at Banting . We actually planned to eat seafood there , but due to the time we reached , shops were all closed . So.. we end up eating abit in some malay store right by the beach . The food was okay .. not THAT bad ;D Okay before waiting for the arrival of food , we went walking by the beach and take photos ;D It was great ! After spending a few hours at there , we went Teluk Gong for out dinner and YAY ! SEAFOOD ;D Mummy ordered CRAB ! yay ! But awwwwh Ah Too .. He cannot eat crab ! AHAHAHAHAHA . Okay and I found that my parents are really good in zha-ing people where they zha my friends until they went speechless . LOL ... GREAT ;D

Okay at night , we went youth . 4 of us went youth together and it was AWESOME ;D
Simone Leong Su Ling made a prayer and she accepted Christ . We burst into tears because we both were overjoyed . Praise the Lord ; ) Hmmmm . Went pyramid today with them . IT TURNS OUT AWESOME TOO . Will update about it if I've time and mood to blog tomorrow . So yeah , pictures ? YEAHHHHHHHH . xoxo

Once we reached our destination ;D

Does it looks familiar to you ? :)

HAHAHAHA . Seriously it's just candid . Nothing one okay ? :)

The emo sheep x)

The emo queen x)

LesleiOngShengYang ;D

Lydia Ling and Ong xD

LydiaLingXingHuey ;D

SimoneLeongSuLing ;D

TooChiHow ;D

The small kid ;D

Iloveher ;D

She loves me too ;D

The asssssssssssss show ;D

He loves him .

They both ...

Loves each other ;D

Lala Meehoon ;D so niceeeeeeee

My favourite ! Yours too ? :)

[ ENDING ;D ]

24th June ;D

2009-06-27T12:30:00.002+08:00

On that day , mum and dad celebrated my birthday by bringing me to Ah Sun Gor restoran in Crystal Crown Hotel . They celebrated a day earlier from my birthday is because on birthday night , I have tennis class , so yeah ;D Have nothing much to describe , and the food there was kinda delicious especially the abalone and the prawn ;D banyak sedappppp ! So .. I guess we'll let the pictures talk then ? ;D
xoxo

The appetizer ;D

The very bery nice sharkfin soup ;D

My favourite ;D

My favourite too ;D

I'm sorry for not uploading all the food . Because Im busy eating and I forgotten to snap it . Crap D:

p/s : 3 more days to go ;D B.o

2009-06-26T21:14:00.002+08:00

ATTENTION !
IT MIGHT TAKE SOME TIME TO LOAD THE PICTURES.. SO YEAH , PLEASE BE PATIENT ALRIGHT ? ;D
LOVES !

Memories of 2008 , June 25th ;D

I love birthday alot . It's a day where memories will be saved and keeped in mind .
Last year , my friends throw a supprise party for me in SMK SEAFIELD'S Dataran Nilam . They made sushi , big cards with hundreds of signatures and etc . It's really sweet : )

The stupid but nice brother , YEW KIAN HONG HONG HONG ;D

I present you my sweet fifteen , year 2009 .

HAHA , Its a very super duper nice day today . Although my birthday is over ... BUT MY LOVELY CLASSMATES makes me feel like it ain't over yet . IT TURNS OUT BETTER THAN YESTERDAY . MY CLASSMATES are rockers , they're crazy . SERIOUSLY CRAZY but superly LOVELY . They reached school 7 in the morning[ class starts at 9 ] to do what ? DECORATE THE CLASS WITH PINK PAPERS EVERYWHERE AND IT TURNS OUT FREAKING NICE AND SWEET . They won a title from me :

" THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER "

LOL xD They're really really really unbelievable and it makes me love them more and more everyday x) They decorated my place by covering the table and chair with pink papers . They hang pink stuff errr... more like party strips on the ceiling and even on the fan and air-cond . THE WHOLE CLASS WAS TOTALLY PINK IN COLOUR .and FYI , PINK is my favourite colour and IM CRAZY IN LOVE WITH IT ;D They makes me felt like a princess living happily in her pink castle ;D They placed a tiara and a wand on my table and asked me to wear it . It reminds me of my childhood where whenever it's christmas , I'll ask my mummy to buy me a princess accessories set with tiara , bangles , wand , dress and all . This is because I love the amazing feeling of being a princess and all . I love it alot ;D After that , they asked me to open my presents .

HELLO ! BELATED BIRTHDAY STILL GOT PRESENTS AND ITS LIKE .. WOW MAN .

SERIOUSLY , you'll never believe what they'd done for me or buy for me . It's hardly for me to believe it so do you . The first present I saw was a square thing wrapped with pink paper on my table . It was a cake baked from Teacher Kin San . IT IS BROWNIES AND IT'S SUPER NICE . No joke , I could even say it's better than secret recipe or any bakery shop that I know ;D after that . they handed me a big roxy paperbag with more than one presents inside it . It was all nicely wrapped with pink papers too ;D The first present I opened .. it makes me stunt and I cried . YES.. I CRIED . It's a pink ODM watch that I've been craving for a long long long time . It's really unexpected and gosh .. at that moment I felt so warmed and nice to have bunch of classmates that are willing to sacrifice so much just for my fifteen birthday . They're really really nice . By words , it's hard to describe because they're more than what words can describe . After that , I opened another present and it was accessories for PSP . They told me they didn't bought me PSP cause they can't afford it and I was telling them I didn't expect them to buy for me and all . It's way too expensive to buy . I continue opening the third one . When I took out , more tears started rolling down my cheeks . They're all cheering and I'm sobbing . Guess what ?

THEY FREAKING BOUGHT ME A ROSE PINK PSP . WHATTHEHATMAN .

I was speechless and all I do was keep saying " GOSH ... WHY ? WHY YOU GUYS SO DUMB ONE .. CRAZY MAN " and they can't stop laughing . SEEE... ISN'T IT UNBELIEVABLE . Zhi Wei even brought her laptop just to let me see the process of them baking all the cupcakes . I don't have the picture with me now so I guess I'll just post up the pictures of the presents and cards . Not only that , during Contemporary class , Aunty Adlene asked Li Teng to pull me out from class and she asked me to close my eyes until she say open . She gave me a very bling bracelet..more like hand chain LOL with my fabulous name on it ;D Thanks alot aunty , teacher and my lovely classmates , you guys rocks man . AND thanks for those who sacrifice their time putting in effort to make the card..cupcakes .. and presents etc . especially L.O.S.T x333 Thanks alot people . ILOVEYOUGUYSSOMUCH ;D
* hugs * OH WAIT . I wanna thanks Evon and Kelvin for making the video for me . It's so sweet ..thanks ! ;D Ready for presents ? Cheer for me ! yay yay yay ! ;D

Words from my buddy , Ho Chee Kin ;D

A lovely hoodie from him !

Cards from his gang members xD

Present from Hui Yi hun ;D The first present I received on my Bday .

The super nice and fabulous card made by SI SI SI MO MO MONE ;D

and the very very nice and costly shorts from her ! ;D

ABOVE WERE ALL THE PRESENTS I'VE RECEIVED ON JUNE 25TH .
NOW I PRESENT YOU MY SECOND BIRTHDAY ,
JUNE 26TH .
;D

Belated birthday ;D

CARD FROM L.O.S.T ;D

The fabulous 21 pages card ;D

a PINK ODM watch from them .

Nice ? OFCOURSE ;D

Lydia Ling's property ;D

Superb ? YEAAAAAHHHHH ;D

my princess tiara and wand ;D

Li Teng's " Victoria Secret Red Lacy G-String " [ Inside joke ;D ]

A book from my teacher ;D

[ WILL UPDATE ABOUT 24TH JUNE TOMORROW ;D ]

Biggeedeedumbledeedum !

2009-06-25T23:57:00.002+08:00

You're fifteen ;D

HAHAHA, two more minutes , My sweet fifteen will be officially ended . Its a great and tiring day thou . Well , I will just update about the process , pictures ... tomorrow alright ? ;D There's 3 supprise in a day . LOL . FIRST : In school .

Thanks to Li Teng , the pro acter . Act emo and say she wants to talk to me about her problems and all , so she pull me to the toilet and start telling me her problems . After like 10 or 15 minutes , we went back class . and the class was EMPTY . ALL I SAW is two dozens of J.Co donuts one the table and lots of home baked cupcakes ! My classmates actually bake them for me , so sweet hor ;D then , I was LIKE WOW ! everybody start coming from the back and spray the party strings and all on me . They sang me birthday songs , and make wish and cut cake . yeah .. we followed the tradition LOL . After that I asked them to eat and all , talk halfway , * piak * thanks to LESLEI ONG SHENG YANG . He took a handfull or cream and wipe it on my face like it's some tissue paper or hand towel like that . I quickly get some cream and chase him until the guys toilet where there's the dead end . HAHAHAAH , in your face dude : ) after cleaning up , I went back to class and huiyi , simone , joey , jolene took cupcakes and asked me to eat . I was about to take and once again , they smashed it on my face . I HAVE TO GO TO THE TOILET AND CLEAN UP AGAIN . SIGH x ) Simone gave me a card , which is a very nice and sweet one and she FORCE ME TO CRY . But I Didn't . after awhile , I was like saying so many thank you-s over and over again to my classmates and gave them a big hug . It's really sweet of them to do all this for me . I did cry when I was hugging and saying thank you to them . It's touching ! heh . Alright , that's the class part .

SECONDLY . OUTSIDE SCHOOL .

After school ended , where we came down from the computer lab and pack our bags to prepare to go home , I told Simone that me and here didnt get to snap a picture today . So she was like , go out take la , don't take in class room . When we walked out , she asked me " Did you see anything that is familiar to you? " OWH YESSS . I WAS LIKE , " OWH YES.. HEY ! " Guess who ? I saw Cheekin's sis - Jinn and Xing Jun . I walked out and this Cheekin suddenly pop out from one of the cars . ( he's hiding ) He handed me a plastic , containing a pink baby milo hoodie , card and one homemade card ;D I WAS REALLY SHOCKED TO SEE HIM AND IT'S FREAKING UNEXPECTED OKAY ! Thanks for everything buddy , it's really sweet of you to do all this for me . Really , sincerely , thanks ! The card , it means alot too . I guess you put in lots of effort to do it eh ? GOODJOB , AND IT'S NICE ;D

Thirdly , Went tennis class just now . When I went into the car ( leslei's car ) I didn't looked back and looks who's in the car . I just sat down quietly and finally , I turned back . I saw SIMONE LEONG IN THE CAR . and I start to laugh and laugh and laugh . Gosh , xD
Lydia Leow told me she stomach ache and ask Simone to accompany her to the toilet first . So , me and Leslei went to the court first . After skipping rope , Suddenly they came from behing with a cake in their hand . I was like " WHAT ?! oh my gosh , damn crazy man you guys . stupid larh xD " Coach gave me a hug and they sang me a song too . Sweet huh ? It's really unexpected too . Class was fine today . Coach treat us McD after training . Good right ? And he start sharing his memories and those funny stuff about girlfriends and all . COOL ? yeah ! ;D

LASTLY , I WOULD LOVE TO THANKS EVERYBODY THAT WISH ME THROUGH PHONE , MSN , BLOGS , AND CBOX ;D I'm lazy to list out all the names but yeah , YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE ! ;D Thanks alot . I wanna thanks S , the si si si mo mo mone , thanks for everything you did today . It's really nice . I'll definately appreciate it and bring this memory along with me . Thank you S . thanks ;D I love you . and the card , it's really meaningful and all . I'm touched alright ? ;D

ahahaha , I guess that's it . Im not BLABBERING this time ;D Words from the heart . Thank you , you precious little friend . Loves ! ;D

p/s : AAAAAH , XIAO BING . I've started to call from 11 30 till 12 . I still can't get you on the phone . but anyways , HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE a.k.a my twins . He was borned on the same day as me . June 25th . loves ! ;D

pp/s: Happy birthday Chin Chin ! ;D xoxo
ppp/s : THANKS FOR THE GIFTS , WISHES , CALLS AND SONG ;D

Taylor Swift - Fifteen :)

LASTLY ...;D

2009-06-21T17:54:00.003+08:00

I wanna thanks this lovely and great man here ,
who'd been living and staying by my side for 15 years .
My one and only daddy .

Thanks for everything you'd done for me .
I clearly knew that , just by saying thank you , it means nothing compared to what you've dpne to support and take good care of our family .
We're are all still here today , is because of you .

frm the left : sam , sis , mummy and daddy :D

Although you're strict and serious at times , but that's the way you're and I have to accept it cause you're my father on earth and that's a fact . Now , I'm here to wish you
Happy Fathers Day !
Well , we couldn't get to celebrate due to the reason you and mum were not here , but yeah , I hope you understand what I'm trying to say . Thanks alot dad , You're the best :D
I felt so fortunate to have you as my dad .
Praise the Lord and may God Bless you in everything .
Have a save flight home tomorrow .
I love you , dad .

ANDDDDDD...

2009-06-21T17:23:00.003+08:00

NOT FORGETTING DUMBO'S BIRTHDAY ;D

YOU ASSSSSSSS ;D

He's the one and only dumbiest guy I've ever met :)
I knew him since form 1 , and yeah we're pretty close and all . He is one of the person that could makes me laugh like mad woman and could also drive me insane .
We do hangout during the past two years and we talked alot too . At times , we share secrets and we used to talked about lame stuff and all . WE'RE BOTH LAME ;D

After since I've transferred over to ACE school , I freaking didn't get to see him .
Not even once until now . I FREAKING MISS YOU LARH DUDE .
Blame you larh ONGQINGXIAN , call you out or call you go IU NIGHT , or whatever also don't wanna go , keep saying lazy . HAHAHA , seeeee ?! x) Alarh but nevermind larh , before everything changes , no matter you're at south africa or north pole,
WE freaking need to go out at least ONCE . hear that?
I know you're reading it now , so yeah . JUST SAY "OKAY " :)

However , he's really a nice and funny guy . A very good friend of mine .
Thanks alot dumbo , and FINALLY ....

HAPPY DUMBIEST STUPIDIEST BIRTHDAY YOU DUMBO ONG ;D

Carnival!

2009-06-21T16:51:00.005+08:00

AAAAAAAAAH YEAH ! ;D
I'M FINALLY BACK HOME . Had been sleeping over at simone's house for 2 days .
CARNIVAL WAS YESTERDAY .... and it was a TOTAL SUCCESS .
yesss ! TOTAL SUCCESS ;D
I've been standing all day long and my legs are now tired so it makes me tired too .
But anyways , I went Seafield's campfire night too . It was great , and I felt so happy to see all the scouts friends again ;D hmmmm ... dancefloor .. as rock as usual ;D HAHA . I guess thats all for yesterday .

Went Parade after church with Aunty YenLing's family , cause she's the one who fetched me back from church . Ate Nando's for lunch and I bought nail polish from Elianto ! yay ;D
I bought big apple donuts for myself as my breakfast for tomorrow ! woohoo ! Okay , it was a great day anyways . So yeah , I guess thats's all . Will grab picture's from friend's blog later ! xoxo

你已经要离开了。。
看见你踏出门的那一步，
我的眼泪已不知不觉流下。